/ direction of love

Friday, October 22, 2010

22 oct!! / 5:03 PM

finally, the date has come. sobs of tears rolled down my face when i was in the car driving out of the camp. one last look at my camp, bye in my heart, that's it.

enuf of my 2 yrs in there. enuf of NS. now i have done my part as a male citizen.

is time to do things i really love to do. New zealand trip will be the first out of many that i will embark to do.

1 yr ago, in 2009, i was on the bed at this time @ CGH hospital. after my leg operation. feeling lonely, moody, sad, pain on my leg. thinking of her.

1 yr later, ORD! got my pink IC back... back on track to where i paused in my life. time to resume and now definitely with more jest. army taught me time is precious, dun wait,act. that is why i am going on my NZ trip in 2 days time. i acted upon it. and draw out goals for myself. i know i can achieve it!

i just saw her photos on fb with him .... they are very close. Jealous, i am not. i just feel maybe time was not on my side at that time. I was never presented with the opportunity. I had to serve the army when he has completed his NS and go studies and now internship with her. Maybe god has other plans i believe. it makes me more determine to treat the one, the truly and only one better if I have find her in the near future. If it really mean that i met them on the streets one day, I will surely go up front and shake their hands and give them my fullest blessings.
knowing that she is well taken care of, I'm glad for her.

ok. back to my ownself. Jaren! now that I have ORD, i will now put words into action. SURELY.
jiayou for myself. pat on my shoulder. If i can wait for this day for 1 yr plus, I can surely put everything into place for myself, my life, my career, my family, my love, in place. I WILL.

DATED 22 OCT 2010

/ disclaimer

you know you can't this time.

Sometimes, in the winds of change,we find our true direction
the Only Thing that stand between a person and what they want
in life are the will to try it,
and the faith to believe it's possible

/ About HIM

i won't try to philophize;

xxxxx jaRen â€“Yong jiA--

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