dearest blog

recently, i just signed up for this degree course offered by SMA... Murdoch University, Perth.

I was looking thru the brochures i collected over 3 yrs... and realized last time, i used to think and want to go university... at swisszerland.. but now is an australia university. and it reminds me of HER, doing her study there now.

wonder how she have been. i woke up at 6am... and thought of her.. and couldnt sleep after that. i try to shrug it off the thought of her. i really did tried. seems like it comes back again. in the past, used to be 'M' . Now its 'P'. tell me... when would I do it away...

I just wanna hear how she have been doing over there for the past 3 months... saw her photos on fb with i guess is him.... really together? if so, guess is very romantic in Europe. wish her all the very best, thou it really feels sourish. but i had tried my best jaren.

god has his own arrangements. really wanted to ask her, how are u recently? but maybe she wont reply, maybe she will be too busy to reply. and i wonder the two things i gave to her, where's it? Is it hidden in somewhere in her cupboard in SG? or is it with her in freezing swiss? or is it in the dustbin incernator ... long disappear from this world.

I just wanna say :'' good luck girl''

8 more months Jaren, to begin a new chpt of life after NS... come on quick.

xxxxx jaRen –Yong jiA--

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