today, i met someone looks like her. but i knew it wasnt her... cos she is not in sg.

but she really looks like her... or is it becos i miss you so i thought she looks like you?
and that lady is already 29 yrs old plus, but when she was talking to me, i was kinda of thinking that it was you who was talking to me... till she spoke about her hubby also in the air force....

i know i shldnt miss you... cos u have yr life, and i have my life to live on... hope she's doing fine there... i wonder is she? i would standby every word i said... as in whenever u need someone, i'm sure i will be there thou i know it won't be those kinda of relationship... standby what i said in the diary, need a listening ear, i will be there.

dearest blog

recently, i just signed up for this degree course offered by SMA... Murdoch University, Perth.

I was looking thru the brochures i collected over 3 yrs... and realized last time, i used to think and want to go university... at swisszerland.. but now is an australia university. and it reminds me of HER, doing her study there now.

wonder how she have been. i woke up at 6am... and thought of her.. and couldnt sleep after that. i try to shrug it off the thought of her. i really did tried. seems like it comes back again. in the past, used to be 'M' . Now its 'P'. tell me... when would I do it away...

I just wanna hear how she have been doing over there for the past 3 months... saw her photos on fb with i guess is him.... really together? if so, guess is very romantic in Europe. wish her all the very best, thou it really feels sourish. but i had tried my best jaren.

god has his own arrangements. really wanted to ask her, how are u recently? but maybe she wont reply, maybe she will be too busy to reply. and i wonder the two things i gave to her, where's it? Is it hidden in somewhere in her cupboard in SG? or is it with her in freezing swiss? or is it in the dustbin incernator ... long disappear from this world.

I just wanna say :'' good luck girl''

8 more months Jaren, to begin a new chpt of life after NS... come on quick.

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