Dear blog,

Now that no one knows i am updating my personal own blog- diary, is time to write down my inner feelings.

Maybe the reason that humans write blogs partly is for others to view... but for me, is for myself to view... to see the changes i made over the years. And i will share it with ''THE ONE'' if she wants to see it in the future.

Ya, although I may have never really being in a relationship, 22 yrs... but all I know and I need is just a girl. A girl who appreciates my love back. One is enough, as i Dun understand why guys say need to have more girl friends and then choose from there... they say is a lesson learn from each relationship.... i agreed to an extent. but as for me, is difficult to fall in love with a person.... as everytime when i liked a girl, i realize it has always been too late for me.

Time is a critical factor. and I hope each time God has his plans for me. and i believe in it.

as for now, i cant wait to ORD from army. To be frank, i feel so different inside camp. That is not the real Jaren inside. I feel so lost inside. and really hated every single moment of time inside. Time just pass so slowly in it. Spoken with my mum, and realized she say something which perks me up abit.... ''It's just not my passion in the job i am doing for my NS. Endure, and bite it... it will be over in 9 months time. ''

Seriously, is not my passion in it. what i want to acheive in life is to make my mark in the tourism / airline industry. not in the air force. I am not stupid ya, although i know people in camp may think i am. Its always jaren when things go wrong. but once out of it, i will embark on my own dreams. to accomplished my goal.

Army makes me realize the importance of time. I have lose 2 yrs i feel.. and i will make up for it when i ORD. I would work hard to earn the lost time & $$$... and most importantly, pursue the life I have drawn up in my mind. I WILL DO IT YA! will prove to people who doubt me that Jaren will be a successful guy one day. An interview on papers with Regional General Manager for flight operations: Mr Jaren Chen.

Will go all the way to prove people. just not my cup of tea in my air force vocation now. Missed the happy times at airport working. I hope to be back some kind or rather in the airline industry.
PASSION is the most important in career.

Recently, i hope to say i am on track in my own goals i set for myself this year 2010. volunteering at the disabled home, that's what i love to do. remain in contact with the personnel, am just waiting to know my schedule then i will commit to volunteering. is just what keep me going during this army time. I gotta do something and love to give back to society . :)

JAREN, JIAYOU! I can do IT! (diving in May?)

xxxxx jaRen –Yong jiA--

xxxxx 20 yrs old

xxxxx TemaseK polYtechniCcc

xxxxx Tourism Student (hospitality)

xxxxx Kem football club member

xxxxx Sentosa Academy football club member

xxxxx Wheel chair ( lammers)club

xxxxx SEA River Club

xxxxx Jersey no: 11, 3

xxxxx ex-manjusri wushu club

xxxxx love his ah ma