Year 2010.

Happy birthday to myself, is 02 jan. today, i will be at home on my birthday. someone ask me how i gonna celebrate my bday... i didnt answer this question. cos i know i will be at home.

1 yr wiser, wishing myself happy birthday. Guess all my friends are busy with their own lives.
On the day of my brithday, she leave for her studies. Many things in my heart wanna tell her. but I knew i couldnt say out. Wishing her all the very best in her life and really hope she will take care of herself, which i know she will since she's so independent.

how issit to feel when the person u love leave u on your birthday. I know it sounds stupid but really love to hear her wishing me happy birthday, is all that matter this year. but of cos she didnt and on board the plane now to her next destination.

who says birthday cannot celebrate alone at home? Save $ too ya. haha. i dunno if i am kidding myself or not, but 1 thing for sure. i live for myself Jaren. I have a simple wish every year i made, i dunno when it will come true. but if really come true, i will really treasure it alot.

It hurts, but I'm gonna stand up and get my own life going. no way i am going to put myself in this state. at the very least, i am an able person. thanks god for that.

God has made plans for me i believe. Maybe is becos of such birthday that i went thru, i will treasure it when the right birthday comes for me in the future. when, i dunno. but wrote this blog becos i hope the next bday or every bday, i am able to reflect what i wrote in yr 2010. and hope i have fufilled my just a simple wish.

Jaren 22nd Birthday. 02/01/2010

xxxxx jaRen –Yong jiA--

xxxxx 20 yrs old

xxxxx TemaseK polYtechniCcc

xxxxx Tourism Student (hospitality)

xxxxx Kem football club member

xxxxx Sentosa Academy football club member

xxxxx Wheel chair ( lammers)club

xxxxx SEA River Club

xxxxx Jersey no: 11, 3

xxxxx ex-manjusri wushu club

xxxxx love his ah ma