/ direction of love

Wednesday, April 01, 2009

sad / 7:58 PM

i wonder what is the feeling of death
i wonder if i just leave this world
i wonder if i have the courage to do so
i know is also quite silly to do so.

but i wonder,
if i die, if, ....
i'm tired.

i know is an excuse.
but really i am.

should i just say bye?
i cant do that,
the consquences,

but i wonder other than my family,
if i really die,
would anyone actually care,
what i would appreciate most is just to say
Jaren is a great guy.

other than that,
i now ponder if i just jump,
will my troubles jump/fly off too?

sad.

/ disclaimer

you know you can't this time.

Sometimes, in the winds of change,we find our true direction
the Only Thing that stand between a person and what they want
in life are the will to try it,
and the faith to believe it's possible

/ About HIM

i won't try to philophize;

xxxxx jaRen â€“Yong jiA--

xxxxx 20 yrs old

xxxxx TemaseK polYtechniCcc

xxxxx Tourism Student (hospitality)

xxxxx Kem football club member

xxxxx Sentosa Academy football club member

xxxxx Wheel chair ( lammers)club

xxxxx SEA River Club

xxxxx Jersey no: 11, 3

xxxxx ex-manjusri wushu club

xxxxx love his ah ma