Going to book in soon. Really no mood to do anything. I just want to say i can't wait to ORD! then i will not have this kind of feeling. 2010 oct, when are you coming!!!! pls go forward time for now. OCT 2010... i can't smell it.

Val day 2009 would be like val day 2007 & 2008. however, this time bit different. I will spend it with my ''wife''- guns. doing guard duty at camp. what more can i say.

maybe i shld be happy instead. cos Jaren is single, so why bother to book out. stay in camp to guard isn't it better? then in that case, i can say i do guard duty when people ask what u do on val day. then i will not see couples on the street and feel the ouch feeling? haha. whatever, jaren u say.

looking back. it has been almost close to 1 year since that night. 1 year, wow... time flies. what was i doing that time and now. i don't know what i am thinking, but people will tend to be emotional when they are alone in bunk. seeing how others talking to their gf on the phone, and me alone staring at the notes, it sux. but i have to smile and look forward ya.

1 year, but u know what... i am one who falls in deeply. i don't know, but just that i have actually been thinking of you thou i never sms you. wanted to ask about u thru a friend, but din have the courage to ask how u are doing now. but heard from another friend u are doing great, with new photos of him and u uploaded. i never went to view those photos cos i think it will hurts. but nevertheless, i was really happy to hear u two are that loving. =) and deep down in my heart, just wanna wish her happy Valentine Day. i think u will be spending it with him ya. all the best to her, thou she dun read my blog ba.

hope u are doing fine in your studies and work. all the best, is the only 3 words i can say to you now.

guard duty on val day! be thankful ya.

xxxxx jaRen –Yong jiA--

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