I dunno why, but I do feel maybe i talk less when in group. maybe i dun talk so much as i thought i would talk. Maybe at time i didnt voice out my opinion. And this is wrong, i should just voice it out.
I was told by my instructor to talk more in class, which i think i shld really be. I understand he wants me to talk more because of what i will be doing in NS. Communication that is my job basically.
Okay, god given me a chance to talk more now with people. and i should grab and learn it. yes, i will talk more now. maybe because in army, i seldom talk in class is cos i think i may just talk rubbish, and punishment will be given to me. i learn not to talk so much, and now i learn to talk more. okay, i should talk at the right time.
Yes, i maybe posted to Squadron soon, leaving my friends behind. but to me, i think i would rather be in this situation than to being a ''pilot''. its not that i dun want to be a ''pilot'', but i got my thinking is that i would learn more in the squadron area like handling with people and flights.
Some people may have the mentality that if you are first few posted out, means u no good. but hey, it all depends on what u want in life isnt it.
i will improve on my interaction part with people. some say i talk a lot, why say i talk so less. but maybe in front of instructors, i dun talk so much. and i should change. okay.
Airforce, i will love it. i will.