just visited my old aged 95 yrs old ah ma in the home for the aged... i saw her lying down there, with breathing difficulties. it made me realize one thing. what is life?
life isnt for us to enjoy? how long can one person live? So it makes me think that despite now all the things i have to do, be it passing exams, serving NS, earning $, at the end of the journey, what do u want to leave on this earth. that is the crucial point. it's isnt the things u accomplish, but the legend u would want to leave behind.
seeing how my ah ma lying there in her bed alone with others old aged ppl, it made me feel that i should appreciate my life more now that i am an able person. i can walk, can talk, can hear. i should be glad and appreciate for it now. Maybe i view things from a different angle, but i am not interested in the latest fashion, the must have bags, the must play games, to me, we should explore this world more since we are given an opportunity.
NS, tests, exams, practical, its just part and parcel of life. at the end of life, i know what i want to leave behind. for my children to remember.
someone ask me if your mother and wife are drowning, who would u rescue (1 only)?
my ans: I would rescue my mum because she brought me onto this earth, making me realize the beauty of love for humans. My wife would be drowning to her death, so I would jump back into the river and die with her. I would never leave my wife alone to die, cos i know she needs accompany and is heartache to spend your life without your partner.