Am i a loser? MR Jaren.

Nope, i cant think i am a loser, cos i know i am what i think. No way i am a loser ya. Love life sux. Work life sux. Relationship with people so poor. Everything dun do well. Studies dun understand. So many things wants to do, but never get it done. WHY?

I learn so much recently during my short period in NS. And i wish to thank those who reprimanded me in some sense ... as it really woke me up and realize where is my weakness. People say one need to go thru hard lessons to understand, and right now, i really do understand. i know what is the root of my problem. I SWEAR i will change to be a better person.

Now i understand why the indian palmist say i am a stubborn person. I really see what he mean now. and for my benefits, i will change.

This year Val day is my guard duty. But its okay. i will just =) i mean this is the way i shld approach things now ya. Guard duty then be it. I have learnt. Ya, i also no girlfriend, so even guard duty, then at camp ba. Nothing to celebrate for me. Let people laugh if they want. I cant stop them, but i can stop myself from thinking of the negative things. YES, i am single and i must be proud of it. Is not a crime to not able to find the special one ya.

Learn to accept your position. But stand on your own principles. Learn when to talk and how to talk. I have learn it recently. so much so much so much. THANKS for the wake up call and guidance.

xxxxx jaRen –Yong jiA--

xxxxx 20 yrs old

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