Wednesday, October 22, 2008
Army Not love. / 11:08 PM
I have seen my friends who gave their love and ended up being hurt in the end.
I have seen my pals falling love but ended up breaking after 8 yrs.
I have seen people falling in love and they seem so sweet.
But now to Jaren,
I would just want to complete my NS,
Love? It doesn't really exist in his dictionary now.
Fate will handle it.
Naturally is the best, that's why people say fall in love.
You fall into it, not step into it.
People say I'm crazy, I'm blind
I cant get you out from my head
I dun care who you are,
Where you're from
As long as you love me
Dun care what you did
I will grow thru this pain
I am doing all I can
To be a better man
for all the truth you brought to my life
for every dream it may come true
i will never let you fall
i will lead you on
You're my strength when I couldn't speak
You gave me everything when you couldn't reach
I'm everything you're for me
You're my world, my heart, my soul
How could i live without you?
I want you to know,
How could I? How do I?
When I look back these days,
You're there for me
In my dreams, In my heart,
It has always been you.
Share the laughter, Share the tears,
I still don't know
But I miss you finally.
When you need me,
Just rub your eyes,
And I ll be there for you.
I have seen my pals falling love but ended up breaking after 8 yrs.
I have seen people falling in love and they seem so sweet.
But now to Jaren,
I would just want to complete my NS,
Love? It doesn't really exist in his dictionary now.
Fate will handle it.
Naturally is the best, that's why people say fall in love.
You fall into it, not step into it.
People say I'm crazy, I'm blind
I cant get you out from my head
I dun care who you are,
Where you're from
As long as you love me
Dun care what you did
I will grow thru this pain
I am doing all I can
To be a better man
for all the truth you brought to my life
for every dream it may come true
i will never let you fall
i will lead you on
You're my strength when I couldn't speak
You gave me everything when you couldn't reach
I'm everything you're for me
You're my world, my heart, my soul
How could i live without you?
I want you to know,
How could I? How do I?
When I look back these days,
You're there for me
In my dreams, In my heart,
It has always been you.
Share the laughter, Share the tears,
I still don't know
But I miss you finally.
When you need me,
Just rub your eyes,
And I ll be there for you.
Tuesday, October 21, 2008
/ 12:32 PM
3 more days, that's what i have left to go on my next chapter in my life.
Army ya. Everyone will have to go thru i know, That's why I never complain.
I shall see it as a challenge and hopefully I will come out top from it.
Thanks to everyone all my friends who has given me sweet memories before i go to the army. Guess this is my last time typing here, the next post will be about army.
'Don't worry, i will survive this.' haha. =)
Its only I am afraid my knee will give way. Pls not my knee.
Army ya. Everyone will have to go thru i know, That's why I never complain.
I shall see it as a challenge and hopefully I will come out top from it.
Thanks to everyone all my friends who has given me sweet memories before i go to the army. Guess this is my last time typing here, the next post will be about army.
'Don't worry, i will survive this.' haha. =)
Its only I am afraid my knee will give way. Pls not my knee.
Friday, October 10, 2008
Year 2008 / 11:26 PM
Recall Year 2008. My year will end with Army.
Oct 2008
- Ended working with SVC @ Airport after 1 year. Its great to be working at airport, becos i can see my aircrafts! =) and serve visitors, welcome to Singapore~
- Build closer relationship i feel with the LRM interns. GUGU Pam, Beverly and Kevin &Co. Friends are important, and i treasure you guys~~ haha. Bowling, cycling, Chalet, Board Games, Arcade, Supper, etc.
- playing Mahjong, bowling, etc.
- Preparing for army.
Sept 2008
-Went to IPOH. Last trip with family before army. Driving is fun in Malaysia!~ Next time, i will drive my friends up.... =)
- Went to Thailand with cousins. Lots of shopping & Eating. =)
-Converted from Full timer to Temp Basis @ SVC
July & August 2008
- Mad work, working OT, working outside Assignments . earning whatever money.
- Worked 48 hrs non-stop, slept only 5 hrs . . . that's life for me back in August'08
- My life revolves around work, swimming,gym, jogging, cycling. Yep, I wanna to have a FIT body to show off next time... haha. =)
June 2008
- Takes up acting, for Channel U show. Teenage show title oops, i forget. shit.
- Shooting for me at a school in Hougang.. Students looking at us.
- Shoot 3-4 scene, acting as * student*
--> Cameras rolling, in 3,2,1, ACTION!
- Later, shoot an advert for a private company at Bedok Void-deck.
May 2008
- Receive my Diploma in Hospitality & Tourism Management =) Next, after my NS.
- Reading Self-improvement books. It has really been encouraging & inspiring for me, it propel me further to reaching my targets i set for myself.
Oct 2008
- Ended working with SVC @ Airport after 1 year. Its great to be working at airport, becos i can see my aircrafts! =) and serve visitors, welcome to Singapore~
- Build closer relationship i feel with the LRM interns. GUGU Pam, Beverly and Kevin &Co. Friends are important, and i treasure you guys~~ haha. Bowling, cycling, Chalet, Board Games, Arcade, Supper, etc.
- playing Mahjong, bowling, etc.
- Preparing for army.
Sept 2008
-Went to IPOH. Last trip with family before army. Driving is fun in Malaysia!~ Next time, i will drive my friends up.... =)
- Went to Thailand with cousins. Lots of shopping & Eating. =)
-Converted from Full timer to Temp Basis @ SVCJuly & August 2008
- Mad work, working OT, working outside Assignments . earning whatever money.
- Worked 48 hrs non-stop, slept only 5 hrs . . . that's life for me back in August'08
- My life revolves around work, swimming,gym, jogging, cycling. Yep, I wanna to have a FIT body to show off next time... haha. =)
June 2008
- Takes up acting, for Channel U show. Teenage show title oops, i forget. shit.
- Shooting for me at a school in Hougang.. Students looking at us.
- Shoot 3-4 scene, acting as * student*
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--> Cameras rolling, in 3,2,1, ACTION!- Later, shoot an advert for a private company at Bedok Void-deck.
May 2008
- Receive my Diploma in Hospitality & Tourism Management =) Next, after my NS.
- Reading Self-improvement books. It has really been encouraging & inspiring for me, it propel me further to reaching my targets i set for myself.
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April 2008
-Embark on my INDIA adventure... finally, i have fufilled my desire to go INDIA.
TAJ MAHAL> KASHMIR> Now's dangerous, bomb, terrorists. I'm glad i make it. And i never regret visiting India. I will go back to this exotic country one day.
- Accompany my ah ma to the hospital for her regular check up
March 2008
-Hoilday with my soccer friends in Hong Kong & Macau for 5 days. . . . I enjoyed it very much guys. Next destination they want to go Japan, wait for me to come out from NS! =)
Feb 2008
-Did something for someone, which I really meant it...
- Staying up late at hospitals, rushing to & from.
-Very tired month, both physically and mentally.
- End of my poly sch term.
Jan 2008
- Celebrated my birthday at chalet.. Downtown East.
- End of internship @ SVC
/ 10:41 PM
ARMY. YEP<>
Physically, mentally, i should be ready.
Happy or not happy, One have to go through army. So there's nothing unhappy I must said.
Instead, its a chance for Jaren to improve himself. His thinking, his actions, his everything. Its a time of improvement for me.
No use saying this or that sux anymore, If you have to go through it, why not go through it happily and hopefully ''enjoy'' the process...
=) So give me 2 years, I will transfer from being a boy to a man. 2 years is all that it takes. =)
I will work hard to become a better man for myself and my family. =)
''Come On, Jaren, Bring on that little fighter in your spirit. ''
Its time to put my end to my social life. Its time to be serious.
Physically, mentally, i should be ready.
Happy or not happy, One have to go through army. So there's nothing unhappy I must said.
Instead, its a chance for Jaren to improve himself. His thinking, his actions, his everything. Its a time of improvement for me.
No use saying this or that sux anymore, If you have to go through it, why not go through it happily and hopefully ''enjoy'' the process...
=) So give me 2 years, I will transfer from being a boy to a man. 2 years is all that it takes. =)
I will work hard to become a better man for myself and my family. =)
''Come On, Jaren, Bring on that little fighter in your spirit. ''
Its time to put my end to my social life. Its time to be serious.
Saturday, October 04, 2008
envy., / 10:22 AM
Whenever i read my friend blog/ journal,
I saw the pictures taken.
Their life experience in a foreign land
Their studies, their books.
Sometimes, in a foreign language.
I hate to take up a new language actually,
Cos i know it needs lots of hard work.
But I think I'm willing to learn.
I love to live in a region where French is widely spoken.
I think French is a nice langauge.
I dun have the $,
So I guess i got to relie on myself to earn the $
And sponsor my ownself to study overseas
Or rather live overseas.
Sometimes,
I admit i evny humans whose parents sponsor them
Guess I got to depend on my own hands now.
Till that very day,
I am looking forward living outside Singapore.
I saw the pictures taken.
Their life experience in a foreign land
Their studies, their books.
Sometimes, in a foreign language.
I hate to take up a new language actually,
Cos i know it needs lots of hard work.
But I think I'm willing to learn.
I love to live in a region where French is widely spoken.
I think French is a nice langauge.
I dun have the $,
So I guess i got to relie on myself to earn the $
And sponsor my ownself to study overseas
Or rather live overseas.
Sometimes,
I admit i evny humans whose parents sponsor them
Guess I got to depend on my own hands now.
Till that very day,
I am looking forward living outside Singapore.
/ 8:54 AM
Some nice song lyrics. Credits to 李玖哲. New found idol.
我的不安
那么沉重
只有你不懂
他霸占了你的心中
属于我的角落
所以你说
我们不是你和我
是我想太多
你总这样说
但你却没有真的心疼我
是我想太多我也这样说
这是唯一能安慰我的理由oh...
我的不安
那么沉重
只有你不懂
他霸占了你的心中
属于我的角落
所以你说
我们不是你和我
是我想太多
你总这样说
但你却没有真的心疼我
是我想太多我也这样说
这是唯一能安慰我的理由oh...
Thursday, October 02, 2008
drunk / 4:04 PM
Drunk last night. Yep, i feel now i am getting lousier. Its only 2 glass, 1 bottle, 3 cans of beer that make me drunk.
And I want to say being drunk the feeling suck. I puked for the first time after drinking too much i think. All my pasta i ate is on the floor~ they have to clear up the mess i created.
And to my friend, thanks. I think now he should be afraid of going out with me for drink activities. Hey pal, thanks!~
Sometimes, when you're down, so many troubles come to you, you could easily drink and get yourself out of control. I dun really remember so clearly what happens. I only know i utter a lot of rubbish last night. I only remember I'm not the only one who had troubles, my friend too.
Head's spinning, but at time, when u are drunk, u feel so happy and so sad deep into your issues. Very contrasting right, feel happy and sad same time. I dun know how to explain the feeling. But the moment i vomited, I knew this has gone too far. I sleep in the toilet for a while! oh gosh.
Oh, Until now, i dun even know what time i reach home. Issit 3.30am or 4.30am? Cant see clearly last night.
And I want to say being drunk the feeling suck. I puked for the first time after drinking too much i think. All my pasta i ate is on the floor~ they have to clear up the mess i created.
And to my friend, thanks. I think now he should be afraid of going out with me for drink activities. Hey pal, thanks!~
Sometimes, when you're down, so many troubles come to you, you could easily drink and get yourself out of control. I dun really remember so clearly what happens. I only know i utter a lot of rubbish last night. I only remember I'm not the only one who had troubles, my friend too.
Head's spinning, but at time, when u are drunk, u feel so happy and so sad deep into your issues. Very contrasting right, feel happy and sad same time. I dun know how to explain the feeling. But the moment i vomited, I knew this has gone too far. I sleep in the toilet for a while! oh gosh.
Oh, Until now, i dun even know what time i reach home. Issit 3.30am or 4.30am? Cant see clearly last night.
/ disclaimer
you know you can't this time.
the Only Thing that stand between a person and what they want
in life are the will to try it,
and the faith to believe it's possible
/ About HIM
i won't try to philophize;
xxxxx jaRen –Yong jiA--
xxxxx 20 yrs old
xxxxx TemaseK polYtechniCcc
xxxxx Tourism Student (hospitality)
xxxxx Kem football club member
xxxxx Sentosa Academy football club member
xxxxx Wheel chair ( lammers)club
xxxxx SEA River Club
xxxxx Jersey no: 11, 3
xxxxx ex-manjusri wushu club
xxxxx love his ah ma
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