Today date reads: 27th Aug'08. 4 more days of work then i will resign as a full timer. Working there is okay for me cos i got to see my aeroplanes =) However, mouth of colleagues sometimes are very poisonous.

Maybe it was because i am a pig, so pig make silly mistakes on that night. And created a mess that i have to clean up now or rather just ignore it cos it will fade off as time passes by.

I was shock to know that apparently so many people came and ask me if it is true or not that thing. When asked who spread the gossips, people always say ''They say de'' so tell me who is the ''They?'' They?? You mean so many people say it behind my back only now i realize it?? Am i such a pig?

I dun blame people for being so kapo and confronted me if the matter is true or not. However, I am amazed that it seems so many people already knew. And worse, facts are often distorted and some even add colours saying stuff that I will never do. Its against my principle, I am not such a person.

Its heartening to hear one of them saying Jaren is not this kind of person. Ya, indeed... instead, i gave my best regards. Is that also wrong? Saying how i feel towards someone, is it also wrong? It seem like a crime with me being questioned by colleagues. I have got nothing to say cos I know i never did such things.

But to whoever spread such things, do you know it's a agony to clear such issue. Why spread it and let the whole world know when i got to face the consequences, braving a face front.

I will work less onwards. no more full time. =)

I Was A Fool For You.

by Ruqaiya Curmally

I don't know when my laughter turned to tears,
When my joys became my fears,
when one touch and you'd be gone,
and I'd be standing all alone.
I laughed till I cried,I knew,
but still I tried,To make a place in your life.
You walked away without a word,you neither saw nor heard
The love I tried to prove
The way my life, around you moved.
I don't know how long I criedand wished that I had died.
And how my body ached for you,
And how you ignored my love so true.
So, I'm standing all alone again,
Wiping the tears that always begin,
Every day and every nightand every silent moment of my life ,
Whenever I think of the many ways
I was a fool for you.

Slacking/ Resting/ Charging energy at home. My last rest day... the next one will be 13 days away?
So just post some random pictures before i no energy to do so...
'' I cant open my eyes, is too bright the sun! ouch>> EGYPT''
' Hey, I realize this picture look like pervert, be careful young girls -- Pervert CHEN''
Taken @ Macau, with soccer friend.

Movie Title: The EYE (Co star: Jaren)
''Woah, 7 wonders of the world- Pyramid @ Egypt!''
A tiger cub I am carrying, its so cute. Don't sleep tiger, wake up, bite me~~
'' Wind so strong, Halong Bay- Beautiful Vietnam: I love ya! ''

Kris Flyer -- Gold Lounge.

For the past 11 months, I always hear people ask where is the SIA Lounge?
One day, It will be my turn to ask people. I will work towards that day.
Gold Class Lounge. I will be sitting inside one day.
My aircrafts. Sunflower Garden, Cactus Garden, these are the places where you can find me alone during break... I love the aircraft sound. I love everything about aircrafts.
Although I will be leaving the airport soon, I will not forget how I have the experience of working inside transit area and every moment I spend watching my aircrafts.

I have RESIGN from my current job @ airport... I feel tired from working.
Time to enjoy life from Sept 1 onwards... till oct 24, my army enlist date.

However, i will still be working on an ad-hoc basis. not full time 5 days a week....
Money is important, but i heard stories of so many ppl just die like that...
So I have come to this conclusion,
Jaren, money can be earned, enjoy life now...

Having said that,
I dunno why I going to do OT this week, and work outside assignments. so my schedule for this week goes like this, (take note, Jaren!)

Week of 11 Aug- 17th Aug

Monday: 1715 hr - 0215hr
Tuesday: REST day
Wednesday: 0645hr-1645 hr
Thursday: 0545-1445 hr
Friday: 0545-1445 hr
Sat: 1715-0215 hr (Sleep for only 2.5 hrs, then off to work at 5.40am)
Sunday: 0600 - 0000hr (Work 18 hrs in total)

Week of 18th Aug- 24 Aug

Monday: 0600-0000 hr (Another 18 hrs in total)
Tue: 1715 hr- 0215 hr
Wed: 1715 hr- 0215 hr
Thur: 0900 hr- 2200 hr (13 hrs in total)
Fri : Want to work OT??
Sat: 0545 hr- 1445 hr
Sun: 0545 hr- 1445hr

Looking at my schedule, will I fall sick?? I think i should be able to do it ya, it will be a challenge for me. i love challenge. I should be able to tide over this period.

After earning all the $, I will go out with my friends and travelling. SAVE too for rainy days of cos!

After 1 sept, i will feel happier. and carefree. =)

1) Meet Huiqi before she fly out to UK
2) Meet with my soccer friends on a weekend, long time never seen them
3) Outing/ dinner with Poly friends??
4) Outing with pig & common friends
5) Play mahjongsss every available time I have left

Hey, come to think about it, i also seem quite busy leh... even after quitting full time. lol.
Still work say maybe 2/3 days a week ba...

And not forgetting my holiday vacation!!
This time will be going to 2 countries.
Tentively:

Malaysia (14th Sept- 16th Sept)
Thailand ( 18th Sept- 21st Sept)

haha... rest one day in between... =) to pack luggage.

WORK HARD, PLAY HARD too!

JIAYOU, JAREN!!

I can do it. My crucial period of working time commence on this wednesday (after my REST day on tue) with period spanning over 13 days... woof. I can do it!

Don't you think this is so true?

你真的忘的了你的初戀情人嗎

假如有一天

你遇到了跟他長得一模一樣的人

他真的就是他嗎　還有可能嗎

這是命運的寬容

還是另一次不懷好意的玩笑

如果這是最好的結局

為何我還忘不了你


Maybe is not enough of sleep,
Work, Over night mahjong, Work, House work,
Trying to stay strong,
Feel very weird,
As in something in my life is missing,
Unlike other people down the streets
Why's it so??
This kind of feeling is unexplainable.
But maybe some things you need not explain,
You will realize and treasure when the right one comes by.
Maybe.

xxxxx jaRen –Yong jiA--

xxxxx 20 yrs old

xxxxx TemaseK polYtechniCcc

xxxxx Tourism Student (hospitality)

xxxxx Kem football club member

xxxxx Sentosa Academy football club member

xxxxx Wheel chair ( lammers)club

xxxxx SEA River Club

xxxxx Jersey no: 11, 3

xxxxx ex-manjusri wushu club

xxxxx love his ah ma