its finally work for me. my first time and only time this week work. how ''GOOD'' huh...



Its has been fun for the past few days. Playing mahjong, playing pool, playing bowling, chatting with friends, going out with buddies...



Earn $60 for the past 2 days of playing mahjong. Now, everyone is scare of me to play... oh gosh. pls dun run away from me... i promise next time i try not to win so much... lol. crap.



But my mum was rather upset. haiz. she scolded on the phone when playing mahjong. I saw the reaction from my friends. they were rather taken aback. but what would i do? If god give us our parents for who they are, we got to accept it. isnt it? Its all god decision. But i should be glad that at least i have a mum who is concern of me. maybe. i should, jaren.



She was afraid i gamble too much... but hey mum, i know what i am doing. really. I dun gamble so much... its only for the fun. i know my limit. i am not addicted. i know myself very well.



She cry for an hr. it happens like almost every month. so i m kind of use to it. consoled her. listen to her. it has been like this for the past 20 yrs that i live on this Earth. What's more can i say?



Tomorrow will be our trip together to India. Just me and her only. And she say if she dun know she is making the correct decision to go with me?? haix... =X



why is it so? Shouldnt we be happy, we are on a holiday, mum...



She has been thinking a lot. she thought that i have a gf...



Reasons:

- I went to my friend house... who is a girl... and my mum thought i visit my gf... ohhhh

- I went cycling with 2 girls... and she thought ....

- I went to Brenda house to cook... and my mum thought i went to my gf hse to cook for her to eat... haiz. i really dunno what to say la.

- I went to swim these few days almost like everyday... and she saw before i went with this girl... and thought i am wooing her??!? NO<> I AM NOT

- I went window shopping with a girl and she knew it because stupid Jaren went near her work area. how sway huh.

Sometime , not i dun want to tell my mum the time i will be back home, but if i give a time, and i m not back home by that time... it will be over for me. So i prefer not to commit myself to a time. but my mum is not happy about it. So, tell me what to do?

Take for instance, went to fren hse to cook, i go back later than what i told my ah ma, and my mum face was like not so happy... =X

for one thing i know in my heart, why am i having all these activites? that is becos i really want to keep myself busy if i am not working... i dun want to be at home thinking of the special her in my heart. when i am busy, it can makes me forget stuff.

I guess after my India trip, i will be going out less now. i dun really wish to make my mum unhappy.

xxxxx jaRen –Yong jiA--

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