Shhh... You need not say anything. I would never expect you to say anything also anyway. But just listen to me ... i just wanna tell you . I . . .


Ya, maybe at times i am really so blur! Take Yesterday for example.

Stupid Jaren woke up 5am thought he is going to work at Airport. Sit cab, fee $16.50.
Reach airport, first human saw Brenda. Sian. Not saying see you sian, but when i saw you, i knew i must be at the wrong place, at the wrong time.

Realized that they change work schedule without telling me~ I know its my duty to check if i work... but i assume. Sometimes, in life, you cant assume things. This few days i have been taught of not assuming things for granted. Maybe i have not learn from the mistake. Now, its a reminder call to me.Wasted my cab fee $16.50, i have to pay myself. Its okay, the money dun really matters to me that much, take it as paying lesson fee. =)

So, while Jaren wandered to T3 alone... THe first thing i would do is to always head for the viewing gallery to see my beloved aircrafts.
Looking at the aircraft at T3, enable me to feel so carefree all of a sudden.
I love aircrafts.
Let me fly.
In a few hrs of flight,
one will be in another country.
Far away from Singapore.
Planes taking off.
Taking off my troubles
Taking off my worries
Taking off my unhappiness to the sky
I realized at night visit T3 viewing gallery cannot see anything except your own reflection.
But in the day,
You see everything.
It make me learn something too.

Timing is an important factor in almost everything we do.
I believe when the time is right,
I will be able to find her.


Anyway, sometime when things does not go your way.
Stop, think and reflect.
Maybe this is fated.
God want you to see what this world is all about.
When i dun have any schedule for my work,
it allow me to see who is good who is bad.

This colleague of mine, when need my help would pester you
When i need her help to give me or rather 'beg' her for schedule to let me work,
she give many reasons.
Even sms me so many times telling me she giving me
But in the end, she say 'NO'
I dont blame her.
But if you dun want to give up your schedule, tell me straight.
Don't pretend being a nice lady.

But in times of crisis, i realized that my other colleague so good.
When she know i need to work,
she try her best to give me.
I know. I can see.
Thanks! I knew in the first place, you are that nice human.
In my workplace, I only know 3 people who are really really good people.
And I'm not wrong in that for the moment. =X mouth crossed.

Anyway, I'm working as much as i could. I need $ desperately. lol. anything i will try to do. I would work 5.15pm- 2.15am. the next day, i m working 10am- 10pm. ya, $ is impt to me now becos i m so poor right now.

Went to Raymond hse for swimming.... i love swimming! it will be my target to swim at least 3 times a week. jog 2 times a week. Keep fit, staying healthy is the way to go. =)

And played mahjong at Raymond hse~ lost $7.30 again...

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