As the night approaches
Jaren stare at the computer
Recalling images of what he had done
For the past few days

Trying to fill his life with activities
Making his life seem busy
Arranged many activities just to make himself busy
Thinking it will make him forget

But he's wrong
Bowling, Watching movie, Cycling, Working
But whenever he does something
His mind float to elsewhere

Pretending to be happy
Pretending to be enjoying himself
Pretending like nothing had happen
Pretending to be like his usual self

Stop bluffing yourself, Jaren
Stop denying the fact
Thinking where are you now
Thinking what are you doing now


Knowing that you are well
Knowing that you're happy
Knowing that you're enjoying your life
It makes me happy

I remember every word you said
I pretend to ignore maybe
I pretend I dun know
But its printed deeply in my heart

I din say
But i can do it
It's only . . .

I only know
Right now
I can only be your guardian angel
Far far away from you

xxxxx jaRen –Yong jiA--

xxxxx 20 yrs old

xxxxx TemaseK polYtechniCcc

xxxxx Tourism Student (hospitality)

xxxxx Kem football club member

xxxxx Sentosa Academy football club member

xxxxx Wheel chair ( lammers)club

xxxxx SEA River Club

xxxxx Jersey no: 11, 3

xxxxx ex-manjusri wushu club

xxxxx love his ah ma