I sleep at 4am
but woke up 8am
i cant seem to sleep
yes. i am tired
but i dunno why i cant sleep
i dont wish to wake up
but if i am lying on the bed
i will continue to think


After reading my blog,
you sent a sms to me
maybe you are bored
so u just send a sms
thanks for your concern anyway
if it is her who sms me instead
i will be very happy

but its okay
from you, i am also happy
because at least
in my heart
i know someone still care about me

i say i am useless
u say you too
maybe we are really 2 useless fellow on earth
we may not face the same problem
but the same issue ya

why are we going thru all this?
maybe we are of the same sign- Capricorn
it says we are sensitive, truthful

you introduce me to that song
and i love it so much
the more i listen
the more i will fall deeper

i dunno why i tell you so much things recently
but i know you are one who can talk
i never expect you to open up your problems to me as well
my problem is some kind of THE END

now is your problem
you can tell me
i may not able to help you
but i believe you just need someone to hear
i understand
i am hearing
your problems are confusing
it is one of a kind
if i can help, i will

want to say thanks for listening to me these few days
i don't know if i am ''irritating'' you

you ask me how to prepare the food
and that it is nice, i'm happy
my answer i have for you is simple
as long as you have the heart to do it
as long as you think of that special person
whom you are making for to eat
it will be very nice

i have sent you the recipe
if you want to eat
i can make for you
but you buy the ingredients (haha)

right now i try to keep myself busy
with lots of activities
i want to lead a busy
and meaningful life
dun want to have time
to think of other things

i will find my way thru
this maybe all fated
i believe all our path are already being planned out by god
it is just we don't know what is happening next
if only i could peep what my life is gonna be
i dont need to worry and think

i agreed with you
that life is full of up & down
being at the hospital for past few days
looking at how old people suffer
i just hope that one day
if i grow old
if i am weak,lying in hospital
there will be someone accompanying me
like what i saw
an old couple together in the hosp.
giving each other companion

i told myself
likewise, i will also do it when i am old
but maybe i should not talk too fast
but right now
at least i know i will do it

if i love someone, i will love her all the way
no matter how weak she is
no matter how ugly she is
no matter how she have change
once i have given my heart
i will not leave her suffering alone

After seeing how
old people gone thru the sufferings
i want to do some volunteer work
give back to the society
they need our help badly
but i am only saying
i know action speak louder than words
i will do something about it

xxxxx jaRen –Yong jiA--

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