Joke of the day- How do i cycle from here (airport) to City? A china tourist ask both me & Brenda.

I have not have a nice sleep for the past few days. hectic from rushing here & there. I thought i will be more carefree, more relaxed after school ended. but i am wrong. i feel so tired.exhausted. i dun know why, but i just feel ya.

why always scold me? you think you are the only one who has stress? u mean u are human, and i am not? you think you are tired only? I am also. i only dun want to say it out. I know. You are sick. you worry about ah ma. you rush. me too. but i keep quiet.

You want me to be back before 8.30am. i went for my usual morning jog. I was back @ 8.30am. and u scold me. Why? isnt that the time u want me to be back? you say i should be back at least 10 mins earlier? what? You cry in the car while driving. And so you get out of the car, and i took the wheels. But i am also sad. did i say anything? NO.

After dropping you off at your office, u know what i did? i went to the nearest public carpark. Shed a bit of tears. At least i know that when driving, one got to be focus. after 10 mins of ya, i told myself it was time to go hospital. I was sad. But what could i say? nothing. You arent the only one in the world who is sad okay. I understand your problem. But who understand mine?

i am tired its all what i could say now. But life goes on, you got to act like nothing happen? oh. i really don't know. But one thing i know for sure, i got to achieve my personal goals. And i will work towards doing it. further my education. A successful carrer out there.

anyway, my ah ma is now recovering at my aunt hse. Cos everyone at home is busy. no one to take care of her. till now, i realised that my ah ma does lots of things. I know. All of a sudden, after a day outside, when i get home, i still got to vaccum the hse, mop the floor, iron clothes?! lucky i have washing machine. But i am tired. physically & mentally. Can i have a break?

At times, i wish i can just pop some sleeping pills, and let me sleep all the way thru. All of a sudden, i dont wish to know so much thing. all of a sudden, i wish that i am not in Singapore. All of a sudden, i wish i can just leave this world FOR A WHILE.

I need a kit kat (have a break, have a kit kat). not funny la, jaren. He is such a failure.



End of story telling, blog. Only you would listen to such a foolish story.








Anyway, i will keep myself busy busy. haha.





monday- Supper with Brenda & Hui min @ Geylang


Tuesday - Mahjong!


Wednesday- Work


Thursday- Work


Friday- Its time for shopping!!! with tami tan (not confirm) and my image consultant - Brenda


Saturday- Rest, pretend to be a good boy @ home


Sunday- Work





Oh ya. i remember the LMP gang want to go supper @ Geylang. haha. Come to my home town and i will show u guys the nicest food on Earth.... Trust me, Jaren will bring you to eat BEST food in Singapore. haha.





I will be going to Hong kong with my soccer friends!! and today, we got a discussion on what to do in HKG. haha. The talk became dirty later . . . argh, behave yourself guys!
hong kong! Shop! eat! Shop! eat!


Time to go bowling!! yeah! long time since no bowling?? hmm... who want to go bowling raise up your hand?? oh. maybe brenda and hui min can go bowling ya. haha. Night bowling @ East Coast

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xxxxx SEA River Club

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xxxxx ex-manjusri wushu club

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