Went shopping with Fang Rui, Weng Chi, Kang Kong. @ Far East Square.
Realized so many so many did i say MANY? so many clothes i like are all there.



Bought another NEW VEST... this one is different cutting.

Brenda is my new image consultant... so is this the suit you referring to?? haha. If i am satisfied with her service of doing a new outlook, i will pay you ..... eh. what you want pig?
I agreed with Brenda saying for the 1st time.
One can only be young once. So why not dress as a youngster??
YAY! i agreed 100%. no harm trying to dress huh...

When go shopping??? I cant wait to buy . . . more stuff. haha.
And I also bought THIS . . .

Necklace Chain...


And so if i combine, it will looks like this . . .

Total bill: $8.90 + $49.90+ $37= $110....

That is the price one has to pay.

The time reads: 0616

I am very tired. both physically and mentally.

What i did for you is really from the bottom of my heart.

But i can still afford a smile. =)

It has indeed been the most tiring days i ever had in my life. . . i have never felt so tired before.

I realized i only slept less than 10 hours from Monday night - today (Thur morning).

Monday night- Just before my ah ma go to hospital for an operation, i knew she cannot sleep. I chatted with her, giving her my encouragement. I know she needs it badly. I noticed she tossing over the bed and was worried of going to hospital. Ah ma, have faith in yourself okay?? promise me.

She was admitted to hospital on Tue afternoon for the operation on Wednesday. Wednesday was the big day for my family. all of us. She was wheeled into the operation room @ 12.45pm. And the doctor say the operation will not take long, only about 2 hours the most. But as time ticked by, me waiting at the hospital for my ah ma anxiously. Very second, seems so slow to me. Time was so so so slow. It has already been 3 hours already. The doctor came out and say the operation is bit tricky. Those words really sank my heart. ''No pls, i pray in my heart. May god save her was all what i could pray. ''

After 4 hours, she was finally wheeled out from the operation room. No amount of words could describe how relief was I. I stayed by my ah ma side and all of a sudden, she look so weak to me. This cant be my ah ma. She really looks so weak, her eyes could not open wide, she was breathing heavily.

All what i could do was to look @ her. How i really wish if she can transfer some of her pain to me. I dun want to see my loved ones suffering. I dunno what to say to her, but i only know if i have magic powers, i would like to share her pain.

For one moment, i begin to realize how important one is to each other. If you have the chance to say ''I love you, and show how impt one mean in my heart'' i think one should do it. you might never ever have the chance to say so even you want. yes, even if you want to tell the special person, your loved ones.

While my ah ma was sleeping heavily, my mind began to ponder. Should i tell her how much she actually mean in my heart? Ya, how much you mean to me actually. I am afraid i would never have the opportunity to let you know if i dun say it out from my heart. I'm serious for you.

Anyway, it was quite heart warming to see my relatives come visit my ah ma at night. I really want to say a big thank you to all who visit her. =)

The nurse showed and taught my mum & I how to remove her blood on a daily basis after she checked out from hospital. You know i hate blood, but my mum was worse. So i know i got to do the dirty job, but for my loved one, i dun mind even how dirty it is.

okay. i am really tired now. but wait! I got to whip up an important snack for someone special in my heart.

Jaren's mind is so confuse nowadays.... why is it so?

Am I afraid? Or is it part and parcel of one teenage life?

Do i seek for an answer and not wait to just see....??

But if it is, this is not Jaren's Approach.

strange. i'm in a dilemma now... for the first time, i got no decision if i want to play mahjong or not... weird right... Jaren leh. Got mahjong, dun play??

She sms me last night asking me to play mahjong with them. BUT I dont want to play with her... but i dun mind playing with the rest. The rest asked me once and i rejected their offer the previous time. Now, i don't want to reject people offer. I hate rejecting people. Later, they think i dun want to play with them. If i can do it, i will.

But if you ask me to play mahjong with her, on the same table, it will be really disgusting for me ya?? I don't have the mood to play. haha. by looking at her face. If she is another one else, i really dun mind playing then.

So should Jaren play with them?? dilemma... and my ah ma will be having operation soon. Can i leave her alone and go out enjoy myself?? NO WAY MAN...

Lunar New Year is over but that does not mean I cant visit my fren house to collect ang bao! hahaha.... as long as you are single, you can entitled to collect. =O

went to Kang kong house to eat steamboat, catch up with each other with Weng Chi, Fang Rui. And we began talking over the happy funny times during secondary school days over steamboat. haha... it was so funny to recall back each of us our actions, our doings, etc. =) I am glad we are still in contact, remain friends forever hopefully.

I din expect to stay till so late at kh hse. Chat about girls as usual. I was shocked that my both friend actually find their ex-gf childish and does the same stuff. So i suspect maybe the girl is the same?? and was bitten up by them. ouch!

And later went back to my house to eat steamboat again!! this time with my relatives. ohhh... strange. After CNY, Jaren then keep eating steamboat. i m kinda sick of it now...

hmm... I have no idea why i always go Brenda blog now... haha. becos i am in love with the song on her blog~!~ its just so nice. 1st time i listen, i knew in my heart i like it... As i am typing now, i am listening to her blog song.

Anyway, i believe in horoscope. And brenda and I seem to be so emotional as claimed by Cherlyn. haha. Becos we are Capricorn... haha.

CAPRICORN - The Passionate Lover

Love to bust. Nice. Sassy. Intelligent. Sexy. Grouchy at times and annoying to some. Lazy and love to take it easy. But when they find a job or something they like to do they put their all into it. Proud, understanding and sweet.
Irresistible. Loves being in long relationships. Great talker. Always
gets what he or she wants. Cool. Loves to win against other signs especially Gemini's in sports. Likes to cook but would rather go out to eat at good restaurants.
Extremely fun. Loves to joke. Smart.

Those highlighted in bold are true... haha.i think.... what you think? haha. =X
I was a joker in secondary sch lastime when the Chinese teacher call me ''Gao Xiao De'' and she is so lame to ask me to join Gao Xiao Xin Dong. i am still waiting for her to intorduce me to Jack Neo then. But now, Jaren dun really joke le... or rather lost his joker instincts... what is happening?!?!

Woke up early in the morning, fetch my ah ma to Marine Parade!! Its always my favourite place becos Jaren grow up there.... From a small kid to now a big boy.. whaha.

His happy memories are all kept there. From the mama shop to the wet market, to the hawker center aunties, to the shops there... everything change!! Ya, in life there are always changes. We should look forward to it isnt it?

I was waiting my ah ma in the car park while she see doctor at the polyclinic. As usual, it is always packed with sick people in it. so I got to wait for quite a while. But i am use to it.. haha. So there i was at the carpark reading my newspaper... and i decide to go on a walk to explore what was once my area... I was walking in the car park when there is this ''stupid'' black car sounded a hon at me.... i was like ''Hey, do i know you?? '' guess what.... it was actually maltida's ''mum'' : Ms Elise Goh.... haha. She was driving this black car and keep smiling.... whahha. oops, you caught me!~

Then ya rush off to fetch wenqi & Cherlyn who are waiting for me to pick them up @ Tampines MRT. and also miss brenda from kallang MRT. And so there we are at the New Revamped Kallang Leisure Park... Oh. So cool. Not many people there. Becos it is new? Becos it is a weekday? Becos is not easily assessible? whatever.

So we went for our K-box lunch session. =) Dont deny the fact that we all love to sing okay. haha. Brenda was singing all the emotional songs... make us all feel so sad. lol. and her actions .... whahah... follow me huh. Sing also have so many patterns also .. still say me. and our cherlyn voice is like ''uhem'' i also no good la... wenqi voice quite deep and ya can do better.... lol. I know mine singing suck but u cant stop me from singing... lol.

And we went for bowling after that. The service really sux there!! so lousy. but the alley i must admit of all the bowling center i went to so far, this is the best! but maybe is new lo. We played 2 games. Everyone not bad ma actually. I ya got the first place with a pinfall of 134. haha. with some luck. and brenda not bad ma also. she frighten me with a scare in the second game. Give me a tough game. I thought i will be 2nd place... but haha... last minute i strike!~ =O oops... and i got 1st place again ahead of her but with a lousy score of 91.... heng ar. or else i lose face.... whahah.

After which, when we were walking towards the car park, i saw the car park attendant!! OH MY GOD..... dun summon me!! i run to him as if he is giving $ away like that... I begged him and bluff him that i only park for a while cos i fetch my friends. Very fast. I just use the toilet inside the mall. I am going off now!! please...and he was like ''Friend, your coupon exceeded 2 hrs alr! Dun do such thing nextime. '' Okay okay okay okay... as long as dun summon me!! woof... lucky. in time. or else i have to pay $70??

Went to Brenda house... and we (Bren, me, Cherlyn) took her dog for a stroll to Tami's ''River'' haha. and along the way, Cherlyn was very noisy to my ears... Shhhhh =X

Lastly, i am sad, amazed to hear from Brenda that she sit my car feel headache... really?? i am such a lousy driver you mean... lol.

Some random pics...

Went to sch hoping to take the Examination transcript... but realized i can only take on friday.... i have to wait.. that's so sad man...

And so i went for my interview. And my teacher ask me: ''So if i give you another 2 weeks to finish up the project... what would you add on/do/Change? ''

My answer: '' In fact, i am more than happy to have such a short period of time to do my assignment. Becos i have always try my best to update myself on the latest happenings in the tourism industry. So giving me just this short period of time, i in fact have no problem in finishing up this assignment. I am actually happy and confident that i have submit a good assignment. '' (smiling). do i sound too cocky by giving this ans?? I actually want to tell her i am confident of my work and have put in my best effort le.

And ya, today Sheryl Chua commented that i look good in my collar shirt with suit and her tie... haha.... =)

After the interview, the 5 of us in the group (Jingmin, Valerie, Lina, Felicia, and of cos me) went to TM walk walk.... as usual, girls favourite activity is shopping. Went to Mac. to makan. And we started to talk about relationships. And we come up with the conclusion: IN relationship between boy and girl, love cant be forced. And they corrected my thinking.... BUT if u would like the girl, you can ''shaked'' her heart.... whatever.

And then i got to rush back to hospital for my ah ma..... in which i skip my jap lesson. And next week will be my jap class. oh no.... i cant escape forever. Face it.

ITs time for the Aero-space show!!

i simply love aircrafts.. its my love.

I cant wait to attend the coming airshow @ Changi!! i am gonna take lots of pictures i reckon....

Exams= No more
Work= Havent start

So it means it is time for some MAHJONG!!


My Mahjong kakis:

- Zhixiu
-Fang Rui
-Tze Shuen
-Ashley
-Yixian
-Jun pei
-Ben
-Auntie
-Cherlyn
-Malty
-Maria
-Sheena
-Tanny
-Huimin
-Kenneth

Anyway, my ah ma going for operation. i have got to take care of her now. These few days she is so worried... I also have no idea what to say to her already. i have already talked to her. Hopefully, she feel confident. She so blur these few days. I know i got to cook starting from next week for her meal. And i will. =)

Oh yeah... i bought this vest from Bugis street.... Guess how much it cost?? Hint: My budget was around $80

It cost $3o plus... =O
And if you put this onto jaren's body, it will look just like this...

Its Chinese New Year. And of cos there is an unspoken task for children to do during this period. And my temporary part time job is to collect ang bao. haha.

Went to Ashley house. I was there late but its okay. as long as i got go. We played blackjack but not fun enuf. so we play MAHJONG!!! =) but i lose like close to $10. its okay, for the fun of it. Want to gamble, no regrets. haha.

and they were discussing Hong Kong trip while we playing mahjong. felt so bad. And so we are going down today to pay our Hong Kong trip. $434 air ticket ya?

Hmm.. after that, i give Mr. Kenneth a ride back to his house before i rush to Tami House, thinking i am late. Along the way, i asked kenneth if he remember our bet made 3 yrs ago?? i was afraid he would say cannot remember. But alas! he do honor his word. And i believe i will be receiving a treat from him soon with his gf... You know. We made a stupid bet years ago. i told him he will have it sooner or later. And now he has it. FATE plays a big part and i was spot on! haha.

Anyway, reached tami house and realized that i am late but also not important. haha. cos they have all find their stuff to do in tami house. Realizing his unimportance, Jaren walked around and explore tami house. haha. After which, we eat our BBQ dinner.

Hmmm.. nice food. nice dinner. After which, i present my dessert- Heart Shape Mango pudding to everyone present to eat. Is it nice? haha. glad that a few humans commented that its nice huh... =) haha. i can make again if want, or hey, actually i can do more stuff beside doing pudding. haha. cooking is an enjoyment to me.

As usual, the girls headed back to piano room. Left me and Brenda there singing and also talking about relationships. lol. hmm, what strange problem she facing. As much as i would love to give my advice, i also dunno what to tell her, becos saying is always easy, but if that person would do it, its never easy. i know. i understand.

After taking the ang baos, its time to go.... haha. We went down to the ''river'' to have a walk. I try my wushu moves and ouch! my leg hurts and i heard a cracking sound when i turn. its too dangerous. do you mean i cant do anything (sports) now till operation? =(

Fetched the 2 ladies home since its so late and dangerous. And i realized that pam house is so out of the way. haha. so far. the distance. and so i reached my house 45 mins later instead of 5 mins ride to my house back. haha. =)

I feel so sleepy these few days... what's wrong with me?! so nice to sleep all of a sudden. I slept in the afternoon, told myself to last through midnight, but when the nights comes, i feel so sleepy again.. haha.

Yesterday went to fetch my baby justin from his house. i miss him so much.. haha.HE is just too cute u know. and his mother so happy becos he learn how to say the word ''mama''. and is soooo cute. =)

As usual, today i went for my morning jog @ East Coast Park. I am glad to say i have been exercising almost everyday. I have try to keep up the promise to myself. To keep Fit. and ya i live up to that i think. haha. i got to train up myself before my leg surgery or else the doctor say it will take a long time to recover. Better listen.

i finish up my jogging and walk towards the quiet corner. I always does that not to be emotional... but to medicate and reflect what i have been doing and how i should go from here. What is my goal? my target? my next step....

I know i have given it a through thought. and have all planned out in my mind. so what i got to do now is to seek for the answer.

Listening to the sea waves, looking at faraway ships, rocks, aircrafts flying above high up the clear blue sky, i began to SING. (with my mp3 player plugged right into my ears) Before i do such a disgrace act, haha, i ensure no one is around. And so i began to sing, with all the actions... and ar huh!! i think i was too engrossed with my singing till i did not realize there was this old man behind me.

When i turned around, i saw him. i was like oopsss...
Old Man: '' You sing quite well! ''
Me: ''Thanks for your compliment. ''

I smiled and walked away..... haha. happily in my heart of cos. =X Shhh...

Wish all humans happy V. Day!~

ya, today is V.day. and stupid Jaren went to Orchard Road. For what he is doing down there??

I really wanted a Vest... i am desperately looking for one. It actually been very long since i longed one. but i am so lazy to go shop. BUT today i dragged my soul to do some shopping for myself. I want a vest! I did my hmk on the internet research on vest. but i cant find.

And so off i went to Orchard Road today...

I was early meeting the airport interns at the Orchard MRT... And there i was standing beside this boy who was wearing the same style fashion as me~~ Office Shirt + Jeans.... Tucked in a bit.

He was taking a bunch of flowers... and was looking thru to make final check while waiting for his date. I understand... how anxious he is. Seeing he pacing up and down beside me and sweating... haha. I know, you are anxious for your V.Date...

Then this another guy also with flowers in his hand came stand beside me. Guess what... i am in the middle of both of them. We are like 3 guys wearing the same fashion sense standing together. The only difference:
- They are waiting for that special girl in their heart
- They have flowers in their hands

Wat abt jaren? He is waiting for the 3 ladies... ^_^. i waited them for 30 mins?? haha. i am use to it. =)

I would also love to buy flowers. chocolates. and a memorable card to pen down my thoughts for her. But do i have a chance? haha. Which lucky girl would want to receive such treatment? he wonders....
But i believe it is the little thoughts and things that count the most... not only buy things for your partner only on special day.. to me, to be able to spend every quality moment with her will be forever kept in a special space in my heart.


Anyway, 2 different reactions from the girls that the 2 boys are waiting. the first girl seem so happy to receive flower while the second girl seem to have the kind of piss off face. poor chap. but at least he got to date her out and prove what a man can do for the special her...

okay. back to topic. I want to find a men vest!!! If u have any idea where to buy, pls tell me.... please. i beg youuuuu.

We are in Malaysia!~
After 3 days of fun, we are all tired.... Zzz.... sleeping in the car. =) Babies are just so cute to me....
so innocent




He is trying to hide behind the bonnet.... cos we have no space for him!!! =) haha.

This is my baby justin.....
His daddy: Jaren
His mum: ??? (unknown for the moment)
















Watching soccer after dinner.... =)
As usual, my ah ma pose for photo again... haha.
EEeeeEEeeee
We are like in our own home.... cooking... eating together after a day of fun!~~~ =)


Mama feeding the babies.... =)
Say cheese!!!!~~~~ =O

Pictures speak a thousands words!! SUNWAY LAGOON!!! I enjoyed along the way... we crack jokes.... in the car. play. sleep. talk craps. =) so fun!~ i enjoyed the companion. its the companion that counts in my heart.... the babies in the car.... just make me smile.

Sense of road directions so funny.... see, turn left, nono, turn right.... u dun understand malaysia signboard meh?? hahaha....


This is our house!!~~~




My ah ma taking her breakfast break....
This is where i sleep for my first night.... not enuf beds... so i sleep at the living room.... i woke up in the middle of the night and saw the 4 chairs at the mahjong table there... looks so scary.




See these set of tiles!~~~

Its called MAHJONG TIME!!!! =)))))))

me driving in Malaysia... its a different feeling from driving in Singapore!~ U guys shld try it if u have a chance... if you are not careful, u can easily speed up to 140km/hr.


My car kana accident in Malaysia..... All these was settle by paying the man RM550. He asked for RM1000 at first....

I was shocked after that at how calm i was at the time of accident. My dad was doing an illegally U-Turn... and this motor out of nowhere come bang us. I look into the side mirror for my dad also when turning... but we nv see any motor!! it must be blind spot.

Lucky he was at slow speed. He bang us. His body came onto my windscreen in front of me. I was like '' Wah.... there is a human in front of me!!'' Can you just imagine!!~ wow.

Till then, we realize we kana accident le. His motor was fully flatten... I quickly went out of the car and check him out. ''Woof, licky no injuries at all!!! '' he can still tell me... '' Dont' worry, i am okay!!''

And i help him to push his motor onto the side of the road. and direct traffic as my car was in the middle of a 2 way road. As usual, stares, people writing down our car plate number to buy 4D....





Everyone tired after a long drive to Afarmosa resort.... This is our ''house''.... =)




The 2 Grandsons with their beloved ah-ma!! =)))
My ah ma... so vain. love to take pics. i choose this pic out of 10 photos i have taken for her at the same spot.

Train crossing in front... have to wait freaking 15 mins~~ and guess what? we realized that the train is slanted very badly one side. so dangerous!! as if it will topple anytime.





It has been 4 months since i last visit Malaysia.... Its Chinese new yr now...and i will be crossing over to the other side of the causeway to spend quality time with my beloved relatives. =)


This is my Cute baby justin on his daddy shoulders.. good life huh... =0

There we are... my bunch of relatives crossing the road in Malacca... We are walking towards the Red house.... =X

xxxxx jaRen –Yong jiA--

xxxxx 20 yrs old

xxxxx TemaseK polYtechniCcc

xxxxx Tourism Student (hospitality)

xxxxx Kem football club member

xxxxx Sentosa Academy football club member

xxxxx Wheel chair ( lammers)club

xxxxx SEA River Club

xxxxx Jersey no: 11, 3

xxxxx ex-manjusri wushu club

xxxxx love his ah ma