Date: 19 Jan 2008
Time: 22:35

I am now working at the airport.... when the sun sets, Jaren is all alone... and he began to ponders... many many things. His life...

''When would it be?'' he always question himself =) when?? next month? next year? next 10 yrs ? 20 yrs later? I just wish i have the answer to when would it be my turn?? I heard people say going to medium and ask them.... i heard it was quite true and you would ask anything that you yourself are curious abt yourself? I would love to pay and know when... i wish i knew the ans, so that i no need to always ask myself the same question again....

However, i know the answer lies in my hand.... but for whatever reason, i don't know why is the reason.... when could i fall in love?? haha... =) i know its a stupid question, but right in the middle of the night, viewing the aircrafts, i ponder....

when would be my turn to fall in love again? when god... if you could just give me a hint, give me a dream.... at the very least, i know the answer. i just want to know when god....

every year, be it xmas, chinese new yr, new yr, moi birthday... i always tell myself... next year i will have someone dearest to me to accompany me thru the festive season... walking together along the beach, the sand, the wave. the wind. but everytime, it turn out to be always the same year after year. lol. when?=)

I am just saying out my feelings.

xxxxx jaRen –Yong jiA--

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