thanks everyone, i know u guys juz wanna encourage me on. appreciate it a lot.
i suddenly realize i like very anti social? cos monday, malty ask me go eat ice cream, but i turn them down. cos i wish to save $. today, kk ask me go back TP with them, i love to see those ppl that shi hui describe, but i was in no mood now.
i realize that i am not of great interest in finding my love for the time being. i cant probably let her pay for all the expenses. Love is secondary to me now. cos i am rather busy with my sch work.
i want to do well in my diploma as i am like my industry a lot. i want to get the scholarship now. cos i koe the onli thing is to depend on myself truly. all my savings for education are gone. but i know i Shld not blame my dad, i am just angry.
went to delifrance @ palawan beach but i did not eat, cos the food there was damn expensive. i was so tempted to buy & eat. but i control myself. happy to say that manage to spent only $1.60 for the past two days.
and was suppose to attend lecture later, but cos it was zhangwei, forget abt it.
last nite, i was moved to tears when my brother gave me additional $30 for weekly allowance. I just told my mum i need onli $10 for each week. my brother came & tell me, '' i have been thru poly. i koe $10 is not enuf. here's $30. dun tell mummy. '' i was so touch. i just stood there in shock. i love to say thanks to him, but i cant open my mouth.
sat bus 80 home, remind me so much things . on the wayback, pass thru Train station ( the happy times when my family took it to Taman Nigera) T.pagar ( worked at the sakae there b4), then SIA building. i told myself, i must work hard to earn that highest floor at SIA building.
anyway, i love to study in Sentosa. is looks so different from studying in a normal poly. there i can meet lots of international ppl, tourist. close to nature. peacock, squarrel, sea, u name it, they have it...