for the past 2 weeks, its like hell to me. i feel so helpless, so lost.

i try my best. but i cant think of any more methods already. every nite, i cant sleep till past 3am. every day, my heart feel so heavy. whenever i am at home, i hear sigh. cries. i am very tired. but i got to hold on. for how long, god knows.

labour day which is when my cousin is getting married. of cos, my whole family needs to go for the dinner. but right now, my dad is not going. my mum is also not going. my brother is in army.

a family of 4. left me, 1 person alone going. i dunno what to do, or what to say to my relatives and even to ppl who i nv seen b4. i got a shock when i realized that i have 3 ah ma (s). and they are invited for this dinner. i nv meet them before.

and relatives are bound to ask : where is your parents? so what am i going to say? my dad have to work on public holiday? my mum is sick at home? haiz.

xxxxx jaRen –Yong jiA--

xxxxx 20 yrs old

xxxxx TemaseK polYtechniCcc

xxxxx Tourism Student (hospitality)

xxxxx Kem football club member

xxxxx Sentosa Academy football club member

xxxxx Wheel chair ( lammers)club

xxxxx SEA River Club

xxxxx Jersey no: 11, 3

xxxxx ex-manjusri wushu club

xxxxx love his ah ma