I FEEL LIKE DYING. WHY DON'T I SIMPLY END MY FAMILY LIFE, 4 OF US TOGETHER? PPL SAY YOU WILL LEAVE BEHIND THE SAD ONES WHEN U DIE. WHY NOT ALL DIE TOGETHER SO NO ONE IS SAD.

FAMILY MEETING FROM 8PM-12AM. I DUNNO HOW TO START. MY DAD MAKE LOSSES IN BUSINESS. AND MY FAMILY ARE NOW LEFT WITH NOTHING. PRACTICALLY NOTHING.

SAVINGS ARE ALL GONE. G-O-N-E

MY DAD BEGGED US FOR FORGIVENESS, CRY FOR THE 1ST TIME, SORRY CANT CURE. IT ONLI MAKE OUR WORLD FEEL WORSE.

HE HAS LOST ********** I DUNNO HOW TO SAY IT OUT, NOT DOLLARS, NOT CENTS, NOT HUNDEREDS, NOT THOUSANDS. MUCH MORE.

WE ARE AT OUR WIT END. DEAD. NO MORE WAY THRU.

SELL OUR HOUSE, SELL CAR, SELL EVERYTHING I POSSES, IS STILL NOT ENUF FOR THE LOSSES.

END OUR LIFE SEEMS TO BE THE ONLY WAY OUT. I DUNNO WHERE SHLD I GET HELP, OR WHO TO TURN TO.

I JUST WANT TO SAY THANK YOU TO MY RELATIVES WHO LENT MY DAD SO MUCH $, BUT I HAVE TO SAY SORRY WE DUNNO WHAT TO DO NOW.

PPL THINKS I AM RICH, TRAVEL, BUT NOW THE FACT HITS ME SO HARD.

THE ONLY WAY OUT I CAN THINK OF IS DEATH. I READ NEWSPAPERS, PPL KILL THEMSELVES OF DEBTS. NEVER DID I EXPECT I WOULD FACE THE SAME SITUTATION.

I LOVE TO THANK ALL MY FRIENDS OUT DERE. AND PLS SHARE WHATEVER TROUBLE U HAVE WITH YOUR LOVED ONES, DONT KEEP IN THE DARK TILL YOU ARE AT YOUR WITS END.

LOVE, JAREN.

xxxxx jaRen –Yong jiA--

xxxxx 20 yrs old

xxxxx TemaseK polYtechniCcc

xxxxx Tourism Student (hospitality)

xxxxx Kem football club member

xxxxx Sentosa Academy football club member

xxxxx Wheel chair ( lammers)club

xxxxx SEA River Club

xxxxx Jersey no: 11, 3

xxxxx ex-manjusri wushu club

xxxxx love his ah ma