this post may not to be read. juz want to voice out my feelings.. and reflect maybe in 6 mths down the road? i dunno...when i look back.

maybe the nite is gettin darker.. that explains why i suddenly become full of emotions.

listening to FM933, DJ was sayin how nice to bring your gf/bf to new zealand to admire the views. while i was listening, i told myself.. '' i would bring my gf to Tioman admire sunset, cruise down the nile river''

if i no $, maybe hopefully ( if i m able to get my driving license asap) then i would bring her to places i have in mind in Singapore that is only asscessible with the car. that explains why i m so keen on gettin my license asap.

Looking myself in the mirror, i was questioning myself.. '' Jaren,your friends in sec sch are gettin attach one by one. U still 'enjoying' singlehood?

Even in friendster, saw pri sch frens attach. '' recall from the show scene i watch, love can be that funny at time actualli.

and i do not believe fate till last year... FATE? i believe ... the sec sch fren sittin around me lastime.. (shall not name) mostly are attached.. maybe u can argue love has their problems.. stress.

but at the same time, love enable u to share your unhapiness too. look at friendster, recall ppl looks.. and faces. i compare with mine in front of the mirror.. '' Jaren, are u realli that ugly? do i need to take a mask to cover my face? '' i m sure i m not that worse off with them rite.. it has been mths ago since i last experience love.. and i love the feelin. =X

then i imagine myself down the queue... santas claus was giving away not presents but the love magic stick... and i was behind, the last one. seeing everyone receiving it, couple walk past me,

and there i was, lookin ahead to see how far is santa away from me.. maybe i m the last one, maybe they say the longer u wait, the better u will treasure. maybe.. fate. stop here.

xxxxx jaRen –Yong jiA--

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