dream.. imagine.. is always what i do. why dun put dream into action? i koe and i will succed one day ... u guys may laugh at me.. but as long as i koe what i want in my life, i will work towards it.

yesyerday, din watch campus superstar.. cos was working at that super idiotic sakae.. everyone seems to be leaving.. and those leave are those who wear the ''i m new, pls pardon me '' badge... they juz join.. and they juz leave.. one prefect example is : her. haiZ... not onli her, still have Qing liang, ren jie friends, keng kee, huimin, joshua... 2 more others dun koe what their name.. wha, so many join, but aso so many leave less than 2 mths. this shows how poor is the managment there.. poor thing, they dun study principal of management..

anyway, watched today campus superstar.. always without fail, i have this power of goin to k-box immediately after watching the show. imagine myself standing on the stage singing.. with my supporters.. my family, friends.. and purely audience... is such a great honour to me..

imagine a professional hairstylist to style my hair.. then i can ask him how to do it on my own...

imagine a professional dress stylist help me to choose the clothes i wear... wow.. it would be like so nice... shoes, clothes, pants.. accessories... whatever... it will be so cool then...

and me singing.. hopefully with a singing coach to guide me... people holding banners... ( with my name of cos) oh well... i can do nth but smile.. even if i will be kicked out, so what.. i enjoy it...

anyway, its all dream... but seriously, i love to go k box again.. it has been 1.5 weeks since i last go sing song... when will i be going again? and with who??

i m like so busy now.. so many projects.. so many work to be done..

not enuf time is an excuse i koe.. but is a fact. but i shall not take it as a fact. becos a fact is when u think is a fact.. oh okay, what is jaren toking here again? i dun understand too... 2 words : SAD CASE.

anyway, i have draft out a rough plan of my future... ( may subject to change, hopefully for the better)

26 yrs old- Get at least a second car...
28 yrs old- At least S$100,000 in my bank account.
29 yrs old- owe my house... ( 4 room first) buy HDB first, since govt will subside for 1st time buyers.

anyway, i m so confuse now.. my dad wants me to learn drive auto car instead of manual. he says it is easier to get driving license and the process will be easier. his reason, no more automatic cars in the future.. who drives them now? onli 1 out of 10 ppl.

and where do i find the time to learn driving.. since my bro told me is gd if i learnt it within 6 mths... dun take too much time. lastime, he learns 3 times weekly.

but now, i got lots of projects, exams, sakae work, excerise.. so many . how to juggle with it.. but i koe is an excuse. i shall not complaint abt that.

my project grp are all so serious.. that is gd .. but no gd is that.. at time, it is added stress to you. u have to keep up with the quality of work. at time, to be frank, i hope to be in keng kee grp... they are like more relax... slowly, that's gd.. less stress... and they speak chinese.. and aso crack jokes... some of their members are like so lame.. which i fancy lame humans... lol. at least, we tok on the same wavelength. but my grp talks a lot of english.. and their topic at time is not my area of intrest... feeling so miserable.

next term, will we still be in the same class? in the same project grp... ?

and ya my grp members al very hardworking.. good example: i got 42.5 / 50 for biz stats.. and was kind of happy.. but later i knew my other grp mates get full marks ( sylvia and valeri) , 44/50 ( lishi) and 40/50 (sue) wha.. all so gd.. i m tired.

SAD CASE.

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