da jia gong xi fa cai!! =D

time to receive my ang bao.... yeah!~~ Hmm... this yr got recession?? why is everyone shrinking their size of the ang bao? can u guys kindly tell me what is the RATE now?? becos, from what i received, this yr rate is $4 oh... much less than last 3 yrs.. what happen? =D

anyway, collected around $188 ... minus $80 ( to my ah ma) minus $60 ( to my dad) minus $30 ( to my mum, she richer so i give less)

overall i earn: $188- 170= $18 oh god, this yr receive lesser cash.

and ya this yr gamble a lot!! so happY... with my relatives. day 1 of new yr, gamble and won $30. why? cos i wore the red shirt inside with a yellow top over it. wow... yellow means gold. means cash. means i win.

my bro wore black. so he lose. he lose $10. then later my bro exchange my yellow top with his black top. and then he still lose. then he return to me back, i won, Blackjack. 2 aces. whaha... he got to pay triple.. and we both make our relatives laugh with our actions... =) lol.

then at nite, 10.30pm, my family play mahjong till 2am. so fun. i took out $10 and i got back $10. so no lose & no win.

then 2nd day went to my relative hse at coasta rhu. wow... the condo there too nice le... the view. oh my! can see the sea at indonesia, then can see ECP, aso can see stadium, can see suntec. he live at 14 floor.. quite high. the wind very very i repeat juz too strong.

and we play blackjack again. =) fun time again~! I invest ( don say gamble) $10, lose $20. oh .. everyone started to tease abt my yellow top. oh ya.. nv wear, so ya lose lo. always dealer sure lose till my hand soft le. very funny la. too much to say le.. =)

my cousin ( 19 yrs old) bring her gf... wow, she looks... okay. 7/10. ( not bad , pretty high score)

anyway, happy new yr everyone...

morale of story: i shall wear yellow this yr. it's my lucky colour. red is my unlucky colour.

visited my baby nephew days ago.. he is juz so cute.. i cant stand it!! whaha... =D

i was thinking.. when can i have my own family? =) so nice the feeling of warmth. love. my baby, my wife, & me! one whole family photo... =)

oOoOkay, i know i have been thinking too far. but u see, my cousin is onli 27 yrs ago ( i think) and she got 1 baby boy le... wow!~~ and i m now 18 yrs old, so if 27-18= 9 more yrs... and i would have my own family??!!

so 9 more yrs is not long u see.. how lucky she is. i hope me too... hahaz, although u will be tied down by family, but as long as u can enjoy the love of family warmth.. why not?

some photos of breenda ( boy, for ur info) :

juz finish warchin camous superstar, Hmm.. lots of feelings.. personal opinions.

firstly, i m impressed by F4 that contestant. dunno her name, but her looks is an added advantage. of all 8 humans on stage, she has the best chance of winning. good job! her singing i simply find no fault. and her looks quite a beauty .. =P she best of all tonite. when she sing, u close your eyes and can feel the emotions in the song. that is what i m lookin for! feeling... u gotta have the feeling. singing is not for the sake of juz singing. singing is for to spread a message.

example: love songs: to tell her how much u love her/ miss her.
happy song: to tell how happy you are, to what extent. muz have a tinge of happiness in your voice.

oh ok. sounds like an expert ar.. lol.

anyway, as usual, the boys cant sing! ( sorry if u are one of the superstar fans ) but is a fact that the girls are better...

but i like all the song sang by the boys, and to be frank, i only heard of 2 songs that i koe of from the girls. while the boys side, all my so call favourite song.

1st boy contestant: he sang JJ Lin Jun Jie songs.. oh jun jie is my idol. of cos i love his song. and he sang chi pang. oh my god... that is the 1st song that i heard from JJ and make me fell in love with his music. but turn out, he sang to me is like disappoinment.

why? chi pang is a song where u sing to a girl and tell her how much u miss her. how much u wanna hug her, how much u hope she is by your side now. and to prove to her u are remembered in a boy's heart. but he sang dun give me that kind of feeling. and when i close my eyes, i dunno what he is singing. his words got to be more clear.

2 nd boy contestant: oh! he is from my sch, manjusri secondary! 1st thing: the supporters from Manjusri secondary. is such a disgrace. they are the noisyiest ppl on earth. and in the studio. so lose face.. and they even get along to sing when the contestant is singing on stage. tryin to create the kind of atmosphere. but to no effect. sad to say that.

and ya he sang david tao song. oh my god.. david tao song are veri difficult. it looks easy, but is diff to sing~! aiyo. and when sing, as usual, feelings pls. =) u got to put urself in that shoe and imagine singing for a girl u like. the title was : u love him or me?

this song is best to express your feelings. is like askin the girl u choose 'A' or me? i think he nv got into that kind of position so he dunno how to inject those feelings. u are tellin a girl to choose between 2 ppl. and sort of showing how empathy u are. so when sing, u muz express that u are realli sincere abt her, and would give her everything if u got her heart and plead her to choose u over 'A' ... but he sing for the sake of singing. even the judge aso say that.

and lastly, forever love. last contestant. gd try. but singing david tao song, u muz have fake voice. your voice muz be able to raise, as in high pitch, and u muz koe when to change from actual voice to fake high pitch, and pls, dont close the eyes too often. need to have contact with the audience. is very ugly on stage if do that too often.

and the song: forever love means that u will love that person till u die. u realli wanna tell the person (her) how much u love her. and is forever. so the tone of the voice muz be slightly gentler. not too harsh,

and ya liverpool lose to manu!! what the hell! manu pure lucky, score 90th min. reali duno what to say. but my heart aches and hope will do well for bz stat test today since liverpool lose... i was thinking how liverpool could lose in the middle of the test! but i shoved off the thought... liverpool shld win manu ! is juz we are unlucky. liverpool march forward! manu idiot. manu suck. manu forever lousy than liverpool. WE ARE 5 Times EUROPEAN CHAMPIONS. manu?? 2 times onli? am i rite...

OMG... so many deadliens are coming.. i m dying.. so many work,

email Mr Pras our one day itinerary singapore tour and he say too much. i aso think is juz too much ar! guess how many pages?? is 29 pages!! oh my god.. so thick. the one day itinerary is suppose to be a simple as in short and simple. but i dunno why we have so many info~~ !! although is good i think. my grp is serious in their work. that's gd. but too serious as in dunno what the teacher is lookin for ba. and mine research is so short as compared to sue, valerie and sylvia.

but i still think 29 pages is juz too long... hahaZ.. 1 day itinerary: 29pages. i hope the tourists reading it will able to take it. =)

anyway, why so many ppl keep calling me boy. ?!?!?! i mean as in why boy out of so many other words...

and ya maltida woke me up in the middle of the nite la.. 1.50am msg me. alamk! i woke up by the sms tone... so kan chieong. thought what happen... she ya want me to bring the TTO stuff so that she can photocopy all my notes... oops.. i thought she say juz the glossary part. so i juz bring that. anyway, peizhen took moi TTO notes... hahaZ... so i m gonna fail that test. if i fail, she muz treat me drink. cos i cant study. okay, what rubbish am i tokin now?

off to work... 5pm. and ya still ned to do my french project, POM roleplay.. script yet to write finish. suddenly i feel like a director.. comin up with roleplay.. it's gonna to be funny roleplay for principal management. hopefully. cos i m the ''director'' although some parts needs to be cut off. it's a team effort. so hopefully, u guys enjoy the show my grp is putting up. hopefully we will act well and professional.

project deadlines is comin.. what it mean= stress= rush to complete all the project= to make sure is 100% our veri best for the project= exam = holiday comin soon!!

CNY comin... but think i have to still work. normally, chi new yr, kids like my age would receive ang pao. but to me, is nth for me to look forward to have more cash. becos whatever i get from the ang pao, i put in the bank. not a single cent is use. my mum use to keep it from us till 3 yrs ago. but still, i have this habit of not spending the ang pao. keep it for rainy days. for my future studies... or to buy car, hse... whaha.. think too far.

last yr, my ang pao i collected all return .. i receive $200 ++ but i give my mum, $20, my ah ma $50 , my another ah ma $60, then my dad $40. so i spent $170. so what i left is juz that small portion. whenever ppl ask, wha... now CNY, u kids muz be happy rite? in my heart, i was thinking... is there anytin for me to joy for as in $$..?? i collect and give $ away... hahaZ.. but the process of giving $ is nice. it make me feel i m older, i grown, i make my own $, so i got to give to my loved ones. those who take care of me.

anyway, did project with lishi till 8.30pm... was rushing cos i wanna watch that ''kids talk'' show on channel 8 every tue.. but TV mobile din show.

then ya today saw that Retail management girl. lol. i din expect her to be standing there. u see. after POM, sylvia went to the vending machine along busisness walk way. and i was waiting for her to buy the chips. she put in the coins.. but the chips nv drop out. so sylvia was banging, shaking... cursing at the vending machine.

within seconds, so many ppl crowded around us. and i was like.. oops, sylvia, u attract lots of attention. i thought why is there such a big fuss. and sylvia was still kicking the vending machine. and ya come the Retail management class. she was standing behind us. and when i turn around, i was like.. oops... then later after shaking for 1 min, the chip finally drop. that RM girl frends aso went to try. her fren aso same case. the chips is stuck . after puttin in all her coins. and this time, after the experience, we told them to wait for a while, and shake the machine for them too... so at last it drop out too. Hmm... this time, she nv wear that white hairband... hahaz... she shld wear it la. it looks nice on her.

anyway, i dun fancy her. cos i think she looks like a flirt. heard from ppl... hmm... lucky, i dunno her.. whaha./

is the Amazing Race (hosp& tourism)!! hoo.. dead tired from all the walk.... my race members are : Shihui ( grp leader: your welfare is my concern!) candice and chaplin ( the 2 loving couples) and keng kee ( the mrs snail, mr durain ..)

hoo... and so we started the race at temasek poly on friday 7.12pm?? b4 we go, they sort of brief us.. and we got 2 eggs to carry around the race in singapore... IT's a RACE! a race.. u koe..!? speed counts... RUN... is what the IG ppl say... got our clues ( we cheated, from chaplin fren) and we were ask to proceed to the mushroom at TP. and we searching for clues.. bunch of idiots u see... the whole of grass there we all search le.. cant find the envelope to our next clue... then u See.. behind the clue.. it says.. proceed to sports compleX.. which mean they trick us. no ned to search.. be more obervant!!

then ya took phots with strangers.... realised singaporeans most dun wan 2 help...

off to the die die must challenge items.. proceed to Singapore Post. chaplin with all his actions.. oh my.. but i would say the ans are all quite difficult... i think.

then ya went to clifford pier.. then walk to far east... a long long walk.. then to chinatown... the central district of singapore.. we practically explored le.. took photos with a cowboy aunite.. then the 4 elements of chinese thingy... at far east square.

stayed at Tourism Academy @ Sentosa. my future sch. cool. the place is wow... the kitchen is so nice... and posh i shld say. then chaplin and candice is like so loving u see. till keng kee say dun wan to see le... anyway.. i love to play mind games u see.. and there is this part where u can yield and protect urself. and so we formed allies... like in the actual america amazing race... we combined the power and yield we feel the strongest possible team... ( in the end, they still win 1st place ya?)

then ya 2nd day woke up @ 6am.... get ready to leave at 7am. off 2 sentosa beach .. then ang mo kio... then farrer park.. spanish village.. do u guys heard of that before!?!? what the hell it turns out to be a condo name la... chey. hahaZ.

then to suntec. play game. ask a stranger to listen us singing chi new yr song. and all i could come up my mind was ''cai sheng dao'' and do chicky dance...

search for Nissan cars.. at the carpark... blah blah... off to check point: THE CONCOURSE.

then ya depart again for the 3rd leg of the race. off to bishan.. with the help of shihui dad, we cheated! we took lorry... hahaz.. but still we came in last ( in terms of timing, but not points collected) hahaZ... realli a big thnks to shihui dad! mafan him to travel from bishan to simei.

now realize what simei have 4 beauties.. and they are located at HDB void deck... at different blocks.. have a hard them finding these so call chio bu.... =)

anyway, the race was fun... hope to have more ya! ... next time, we will bring map of singapore and street directory. it help us to lose weight too! with all the running...

dream.. imagine.. is always what i do. why dun put dream into action? i koe and i will succed one day ... u guys may laugh at me.. but as long as i koe what i want in my life, i will work towards it.

yesyerday, din watch campus superstar.. cos was working at that super idiotic sakae.. everyone seems to be leaving.. and those leave are those who wear the ''i m new, pls pardon me '' badge... they juz join.. and they juz leave.. one prefect example is : her. haiZ... not onli her, still have Qing liang, ren jie friends, keng kee, huimin, joshua... 2 more others dun koe what their name.. wha, so many join, but aso so many leave less than 2 mths. this shows how poor is the managment there.. poor thing, they dun study principal of management..

anyway, watched today campus superstar.. always without fail, i have this power of goin to k-box immediately after watching the show. imagine myself standing on the stage singing.. with my supporters.. my family, friends.. and purely audience... is such a great honour to me..

imagine a professional hairstylist to style my hair.. then i can ask him how to do it on my own...

imagine a professional dress stylist help me to choose the clothes i wear... wow.. it would be like so nice... shoes, clothes, pants.. accessories... whatever... it will be so cool then...

and me singing.. hopefully with a singing coach to guide me... people holding banners... ( with my name of cos) oh well... i can do nth but smile.. even if i will be kicked out, so what.. i enjoy it...

anyway, its all dream... but seriously, i love to go k box again.. it has been 1.5 weeks since i last go sing song... when will i be going again? and with who??

i m like so busy now.. so many projects.. so many work to be done..

not enuf time is an excuse i koe.. but is a fact. but i shall not take it as a fact. becos a fact is when u think is a fact.. oh okay, what is jaren toking here again? i dun understand too... 2 words : SAD CASE.

anyway, i have draft out a rough plan of my future... ( may subject to change, hopefully for the better)

26 yrs old- Get at least a second car...
28 yrs old- At least S$100,000 in my bank account.
29 yrs old- owe my house... ( 4 room first) buy HDB first, since govt will subside for 1st time buyers.

anyway, i m so confuse now.. my dad wants me to learn drive auto car instead of manual. he says it is easier to get driving license and the process will be easier. his reason, no more automatic cars in the future.. who drives them now? onli 1 out of 10 ppl.

and where do i find the time to learn driving.. since my bro told me is gd if i learnt it within 6 mths... dun take too much time. lastime, he learns 3 times weekly.

but now, i got lots of projects, exams, sakae work, excerise.. so many . how to juggle with it.. but i koe is an excuse. i shall not complaint abt that.

my project grp are all so serious.. that is gd .. but no gd is that.. at time, it is added stress to you. u have to keep up with the quality of work. at time, to be frank, i hope to be in keng kee grp... they are like more relax... slowly, that's gd.. less stress... and they speak chinese.. and aso crack jokes... some of their members are like so lame.. which i fancy lame humans... lol. at least, we tok on the same wavelength. but my grp talks a lot of english.. and their topic at time is not my area of intrest... feeling so miserable.

next term, will we still be in the same class? in the same project grp... ?

and ya my grp members al very hardworking.. good example: i got 42.5 / 50 for biz stats.. and was kind of happy.. but later i knew my other grp mates get full marks ( sylvia and valeri) , 44/50 ( lishi) and 40/50 (sue) wha.. all so gd.. i m tired.

SAD CASE.

fate is kiddin with me rite? God dun play this kind of trick on me can? believing in FATE... and is juz playin me .... disappointed. she wore hairband.. i din koe at 1st.. till see her msn pic.. oh my.. another girl with hairband and is her.. she has lots of hairband though (orange, blue, pink and WHITE!!) .. juz when i want to koe her.. she quit. fate.

everyone leave that place.. tze shuen, then QL, then keng kee.. then her.. then still have how many ppl leaving? i aso want to leave.. no more motivation to work... muz well go sign up for theory driving test and later concentrate on gettin my driving license...

SAD case...

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firstly, i want to thank all my friends for their wishes during my bade... on 2 Jan. received even from ppl who i dun contact with them oftenly. but glad to receive their as well. Keng kee and Tze shuen are (one poly best fren, the other best buddy) 2 out of the 3 frens who call and wish me... =) thnks.

anyway, reverse to my bade, got 6 red packets.. i thought it was lunar new yr then.. lol. went to k -box... and aso to my cousin hse. his bade. together with my bade. and my aunt bade. we 3 sort of celebrate the bade together ... save cost.. one party for 3 ppl?? lol.

then ya back to new yr day, drink .. and my dad was totally drunk, my bro drove the car home. and my dad parked the car. oh my. u see how he park.. u will sure faint. the whole car parked in a 45 degree angle. the doors left open. too drunk i tink. then my bro and I went to Mac to eat. hungry in the new yr. 3am.. still so many humans.

anyway, check it out with the driving centre.. they say 18yrs old can drive car ma.. can learnt. who say 21 yrs old... ?!! =P make me thinking...

then ya if i can drive moi car, sure bring her to all the romantic places i have in my mind. we can stay up to late hrs.. drive her home.. drive her to sch. blah blah... ~~ anyway, if u think i m attached, u are wrong.. lol. =)

saw her online.. at last.. for the past 5 days she nv online. ( i think) then ya saw her msn pic. oh my. i cant believe...
she wore white jacket.. and if my eyes are not playin trick, or i not thinking too much, i see her hair band.. which is a light colour too... oh my. a gal with white jacket. and hairband.

why?? always this type de outlook as in dressing. i met her ****** and got her hp no and email. and at last, today saw her online. but the thing was: she onli reply ''oh hi.''that's all. and i was like.. u there?? and she din reply.. wonder if she is busy?? or whatsoever... but she is listening to JJ songs.. which is like aso my idol!! lin jun jie.. and i was thinking.. is she busy?? but she listening to song.. so mean she is in front of the com rite.. and stauts was online. but maybe she is busy with stuff online.. but why she din i mean bother to reply a little...

huiqi was sayin i think too much... am i? realli dunno. but got to koe her for onli 1 day .. but the feeling is so totally different .. if ya koe what i mean. her smile is sweet.... and her actions are cute 2 me. but hey, i don koe her that well... Ding Dong.

=) cheers all.

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