last nite, told my mum that she nv give enuf money to ah ma. which is my mum de mum.. i told her that ah ma say u nv give her eunf money... cos u see my ah ma cook for us, she stay my home mon-fri. wash clothes, take care of my family. and yet my mum onli gave her $400 allowance. which i think is not enuf to be frank. the food here is so expensive. my ah ma everytime go market, sure need to spent $40 onwards.. and she goes to market so many time juz to buy food for my family to cook.

been thinking abt it.. so told my mum abt it. and she throw a big fuss... she was saying she dun wan to give so much $ becos she dun wan ah ma to buy 4D.. which she always buy and NEVER win. ( so sway frankly) and my mum say gave her less money so she can dun need to buy too much dishes for us.. cos my ah ma cook so much. and its all for her own gd, that is what my mum explain. and ya she provide so many things for us... but hu provide for her.. haiZ.. i hear already aso dunno what to say...

but one thing i koe for sure is.. my ah ma receive not enuf $. becos she buy many many food.. and this cost huge amt of money. and my ah ma was saying even if i buy food for u all, is becos i love u all.. i dun wan u all to go hungary.. and if i cook a few dishes, it is veri difficult to cook. must well dun cook at all. when i hear this, thousands of emotions flow thru my mind.

i realli wish my mum would gave her more $. becos the fact that i dun wan to take any allowance from my mum now proves that my mum got more cash at hand.. y not give ah ma more $, since she now already so old, how many more years can she live? haiZ.. when tok abt money, everyone show their true faces,..

where's love?

MONEY OR LOVE? love is definitely what i want.

feel like deciding to take out $ from what i earn and gave to my ah ma. so she can have more cash. but i m very sure my ah ma dun want moi money. so what shld i do? i plan to withdrawl money out from my account and when my mum gave me $ to pass to her, i will add in moi too.. then my ah ma will think is from my mum. but one side effect: how long will this last? i dun have the $ to gave her monthly... but i will try my best to see what i can do .

haiZ...

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