jay chou new songSssss rox~. qutie nice.. nono.. i shld say is veri nice... so ya keep listening to his songs non-stop... in sch. on the bus. at nite. on internet. when watching tv aso listen.

anyway, it's Kenneth Birthday! he lastime keep sayin no one celebrate for him. and that he buy for other ppl presents, but humans nv buy for him back.. he always sound so sad when his bade is cumin... but i m VERY SURE this 17th bade for him he wont feel that. cos my instincts tell me thta he will receive load of presents this time... i shall ask him after his bade... can see a lot of humans will buy for him this time.

and for me. i crack my braIN and decide to give him 4 presents this yr!... hahaZ. but i do ned his home address so as to send him his present by mail. hahaZ. anyway, sent my long distance cousin back to canada.. Hmm.. i miss Canada... a lovely place. a place that i wan to go again..

Wed attend french tutorial and we grp ourselves. and Felix was like ''haiZ, jaren... din we say sit there juz now? see.. now we all 4 boys together doin french project..'' aiya/ and i was like oh ya hor.. y all boys? hahaZ. anyway, we decide to do the topic on french soccer... actualli is i decide de.. since they like... eh. this... then that? and i was like okay, i decide...

anyway, keng kee went to work yest, Wed. hope he like this job. basically, i love this job. juz that at time, i have my mood. and i dun feel like working but i have to. and i dun like. so my face and work will be not so gd la. and hate when ppl aSK me to do this and not that.. or say i do work muz do properly .. i koe.. but when i have my mood... anyway, hope keng kee does his job well and i m sure in juz 1 week time, he will pick up everything he shld koe at sakae. byw, this week work fri and sun... Hmm.. too bad. not the same timing as keng kee. and ya Good luck to Keng kee.

btw, i did not take a single cent from my parents now le. ever since SEpt. and i m so happy abt it! it has been 2 mths and still counting... every cent that i spent now, is all from my hard work at sakae. glad that i sort of no ned my mother money... books, food , things i want, bill.. all i pay myself. happy. ned to learnt to be indepent.. but wonder how long will i last.. let's see... but is tiring i muz admit to be working part time and study at the same time... but i koe i not goin to work all the time.. study come 1st. and when it comes to relationship... Hmm..... 3rd priority...lol.

my grandmother's sister had been staying with us for 1 mth le. she come from malaysia. now 75 yrs old le. cant walk much. but the fact that her own daughter who is living in spore dun wan her mother to go her home and stay.. instead cumin my hse ... piss me off. is not that i dun like her to stay... she can stay in my hse ... i dun mind, but i mind is where got such a daughter... own mum come to singapore.. but turn a blind eye. and now, my family is like taking care of the mother for her. and she could come out many excuses.. such as her child ned to attend sch... exam... no time. what the hell... all excuses... till when her mother is gone, she will then come and cry.... too late. piss off man.

anyway, right now, my aim is to work and study at the same time. i love my work at sakae.. cos it is a service industry.. i love to serve humans... and my course.. i love to study how tourism industry work... but as what kian siong say.. he alwys can guess what i feel.. so scary.. he is right... i feel something missing in my life... maybe he is correct... or shld i say he is correct?? smth is missing in my life... to make it complete. ^empty^

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xxxxx SEA River Club

xxxxx Jersey no: 11, 3

xxxxx ex-manjusri wushu club

xxxxx love his ah ma