in hrs time to go, goin to sit aircraft le.. yeah... love to sit planes.. no matter how many time i sit, still loving it.. what excites me is always sitting plane. it is 3hr 55 min to India from Singapore.. cool. din koe it take such a long time to reach. but the sad part is i will be leaving spore at evening time so the sky will be dark le.. means i cant see the view, onli the flickering light of the aircraft wing.

anyway, hope to experience the indian/ Sri lanka culture.. and maybe the atmosphere?? lookin forward to this exotic trip.

Hse keeping for me early in the morning after watching the amazing race.. hell, at last they travel outside of US. thanks, producer... at last, i got to see the world that i have been waiting for... wow... Panama is a BEAUTIFUL place to visit.. i love it... man, i gotta visit there one fine day>>>

anyway, afternoon, went with kenneth, zilin and ming song to k-box... Wee.... so long din go le.. it has been 3 weeks le.. since i last visit k-box. ya is fun as usual... and with ming song around, woo... so fun, he can sing.. so we both sing lo... haiya... zilin dunno why like dun wan to sing hor... hahaZ... kenneth is like okay.. i koe he wants to sing, but he scare his voice... nvm de la, everyone sing uglyily... so no worries!

sing till the glass break.. lol,. then ming song went to buy medicine.. to cure his throat i tink... then put the broken glass into the plastic bag... SHHhhh...=X

hope to go k box again.. i wan to sing.... hahaZ... kidding**

recently, heard from humans that Grace living with her boyfriend... far away from her parents.. and that her parents not happy... haiZ, of cos, no parent wish to see their own daughter live so far from them.. furthermore, live with a stranger... as in this case with her bf,

i will never forget those time we spent... on internet.. then later we play games together, then play hide and seek, and ya watch tv with photo chips all over and coke cans... hahaZ, that was so fun, juz the 2 of us.. but ya i koe in the veri begining, we shld not have let that happen... cos both of us koe is impossible..

one in the east side of the world, one in the west side of the world, when u wake up, i m asleep, when u asleep, i m awake.. different time zone. and when i was abt to leave that lovely place, deep down i dun wan to.. but i koe i have to go back to my homeland... i miss u for like 9 mths plus... but i koe we cant continue.. =)

anyway, i rem i sang the F4 metro star song and ya say is nice.. hahaZ... so glad, but i koe u dun understand much chinese... u even laugh at the way of me holding chopstick... till now, i still dunno... those happy times.. so fun.

heard that she live with her new found bf, hope everything there is okay. and sigh... hope she understand that her parents dun like her to live with him.. hope she will be a gd girl, listen to her parents...

anyway, i'm goin to sri lanka.. ad ya my grandmother seems more intrested than me... although she not goin, she keep reminding me to pack now... she took out the clothes.. and was like, okay this set wear for 1st day.. then 2nd day u wear this... 3rd day, this set... remember to change ur clothes hor! cos take photos.. or else humans say u nv change clothes... hahaZ, so cute..

oh yes! i m DONE with sakae for the time being.. means i m sort of free now... ya.. at last my holiday is here!! no more work... no more late nites for me anymore...

today end my last day of work @ CPF building and HArbourfront... early in the morning, went to harbourfront Sakae sushi to work... aiya.. never see the blur blur manager.. hey but i saw sandy!! oh, i call out his name.. and he was like quite surprised as if how do i koe his name... hahaZ... then ya he quite friendly... anyway, at least harbourfront was sort of more busy than CPF building... then CPF ppl call me , want me to go back to CPF to work cos no workers there... then ya went back to CPF.

walking down the streets of T.pagar.. SEe the police block off the street... i thought it was terrioist.. so ''excited'' then curious.... cos the sakae@ dining was facing the road.. and the road was blocked, no cars at all, NO humans at all!! how can there be business leh... so i knew it was goin to be a boring work place again... then chey.... realize it was a movie shoot...

BUT.. hey they are all MEGASTARS.... guess who are they....

oh god, they are from INDIA!!! Bollywood stars... u koe, after hollywood is bollywood stars they are dman famous i tink back in india... saw so many indians ard the shooting scene... and some fans.. muz be looking at their stars.. for which i have no idea who they are... then i pass by with me wearing that sakae (disgusting) green shirt and pant.. walking downtown... btw, i was working but there no customers.. too free, so walk around... then i was comin close to these so call stars... and the security guard ask me not to come too near... i suppose thye are like our arron kwok or andy lau in the chinese flim industry la... then saw stuntman... crane lifting up the stuntman over the on rushing cars... btw, those cars i m sure they are damn boring lo... see they drive up, then reverse, then drive up again... then reverse.. they repeat so many times... one whole day doin the same thing... sure boring la... the director was taking the mike saying ''CUT, ACTION''

and this reminds me bakc then when i acted in a chinese drama ... hahaZ.. as an extra. aso like that... run 24 times lo... acted as a security guard.. in the end, i saw myself for like onli 2 secs on TV.. or maybe less than that.... still not so clear... haiyA... that's actor life i believe so....

but still, i saw BOLLYWOOD stars... so happy... but wanted to take their signatures... then sell it to ppl, but i cant get close to them and i dunno who are they in the 1st place...

anyway, later alex came to CPF building.. and he saw me so we chatted.. i noted to him that today is my last day and he told me to bring my punch card and clothes back to bugis.. and he will arrange.... me for part time job back at bugis sakae... till then, i shall enjoy my holiday...

i'm goin to Sri lanka and india.... in few days time... wonder how it is like... as in the country....

OH... when will sunday arrive? the time hope can move faster these few days...

it is so damn boring to work @ T.pagar ( sakae at dining) there no humans... onli lunch time will have ppl queing up other than 12-2pm, basicially i tink i was hitting mosquitoes... and ya brought my book to read during my free time.. btw, my free time is from 2pm - 10pm... hahaZ... i work from 11.30am to 10pm and ya so much free time.. till i realli dunno what to do.. at times, the staff there would like u look at me, i look at u, then we together look at the watch... OH god, muz be the watch spoilt or what... havent 10pm! and is like onli 3pm in the afternoon la... Zzzzzz

then ya buy newspaper... no customers.. sit down read newspaper... too bored... walk here and there... still bored, see how they prepare, cut, salmon.... prepare sushi, nextime i then koe how to do my own... realli intrested in cooking.. shld have apply kitchen staff last time.. hahaZ...

then still sian, go tok to the uncles washing plates de... wow... i found an enjoyment toking to old ppl... they ya when tok more calm, tok about recent issues.. where we stay.. the good food in GeylanG since they koe i stay where.. and they tok abt prosituties... hahaZ.. so ya i koe a bit la, give them more info... *** not that i have try, ( dotZ, no thanks) but i live there ma, so tell them abt their operationial hrs... hahaZ... and what they will ask.... =X

then tok tok tok.. to the uncles till Desmond came in, have u finish your story, jaren? lol...
so i was like telling them hey later i come back to continue my story... then ya desmond went to buy snacks and drinks for us.... he apologised to me cos earlier it was his fault that i got scolded by that fat manager... ''nah, never mind, i dun take such scolding in my heart''

and that is my 1 whole day at T.pagar.... it is much more free-er than at bugis (sakae) but when u are too free, u realli dunno what to do.. it is like a mental torture, u koe?

Sometimes, i do wonder if i am an extra in this world?

What am i doin on this lonely planet.. when ppl are like having fun...

and me... i realli dunno how to describe my feelings for now...

i thought time would do it.... but i was wrong....

my heart, my brains... i realli dunno... i have been trying all my best these 6 mths... realli...

maybe i have been forcing (bluffing) myself that time will heal...

oh.. time files, and to think i told them i goin to end my Full time @ sakae next sunday... convert to part time.. then thye wan me to work part time there.. but she say since there is afternoon crowd, she may need me to work afternoon.. but ya i study.. how to work so early? then she say see how... told her that i wan to work @ bugis back. she say why? here not gd ar.. so ya laugh it off.. what u tink? i ask her back....

anyway, today at last busy... afternoon there is a crowd outside, queing up outside.. then customerS say they wait veri long, they need to go back office, so want us to hurry up, but the ting is eveyone is so confused, dunno where is this and that put.. everyone gong gong de, then the chef outside cooking, think they have pressure, so they cook damn slow... but overall, i muz comment that the customer is so different from bugis.. at bugis customers will complaint.. T.pagar.. is all working adults with their colleagues to eat, so they dun complaint... can see they behave themselves... but they rush, and they come together... as in 12.30pm all come together.. suddenly the crowd a lot! then by 2pm, all gone.. suddenly so free...

then ya we intro ourselves.. meeting... 4 from parkway.. and the Area manager was sayin if i koe tze shuen not... and i say yes, my buddy.. and she was like.. oh!! thta skinny spect guy ar.. dun say him le.. make my blood boil... so i was like ??? why? she say dunno what la... then say he is a betrayer.. dun wan to work @ parkway... work at bugis.. then later the assist manager from parkway say is belinda dun wan... not he dun wan... anyway, we intro ourselves.. and the Area manager say she had a bf, and i was like ''what?'' my expression la.. and she say why jaren, u dun believe ar.. and she say she is young.. so i was like sayin wha, from diff angle of view, is veri difficult to see that... and she was like ''what, jaren! repeat... '' hahaZ... anyway, ya my turn to intro myself... blah blah shall not expand on whati said.. and lastly, she say ya humorous.. but make sure wan me to work hard.. then my test papers comes.. i took @ bugis.. they fax to T.pagar.. and those parkway ppl was like huh? what test paper? and the parkway manager was sayin.. see ppl bugis got test, u all @ parkway dun have ar... then ya realli, i tink la.. those from bugis is more aiya dunno how to say.. maybe more demanding as in the sauce dish.... the parkway got one put the saucedish not in a systematic way.. if @ bugis, sure die one.. then they clear can take the big bkue tub to clear.. at bugis where got... they take drinks can take on their hand.. no ned to take tray.. bugis where got such thing... lol...

i love to resign and convert to part time now.. i m so sick of Full time working job... since now that i m onli a student... and there are plently of chances for me to work in the future...

now let me enjoy life 1st... thinking back, some of my frens do ask me out.. but i alwys reject them cos i ned to work... and thinking that they work part time.. with so much free time at their disposal, i was thinking ... i SHALL convert to work part time instead.... is my holiday now.. and i shld have the right to rest...

but ya.. if i wan to work part time, i would wan to go back to work at bugis sakae... cos there all my frens.. a lot of them are my age.. 17-20yrs old.... and ya make some nice frens.. which includes ya ren jie's frens... Jonhnathan say ya miss me... then liu liu was like huh? u go le ar... then sure now veri boring... Franklin told Jason that i was sacked becos of poor performance... and jason was like... dun bluff la... and i go along with the joke and told him starting from mon, u will sure not see me anymore cos is true that i was fired... and ya miss the time when Roony and I was talking abt girls... hahaZ... see those girls wear the skirt so short... was talking abt thier stats.. (men's talk) hahaZ... and xiao pei was behind me and i dunno... and i was telling Roony.. this kind good for 1 nite stand... and Roony started to laugh aND ask me to look behind.. and there xiao pei was.. standing there... and touching my arms asking me.. to repeat what i had juz say... hahaZ... damn funny... anyway she still owe me a $6.50 ice cream.... hahaZ... cos i manage to sell 5 ice cream...

lastly, i realli considering converting to part time next week onwards.....

so sian.. to sum it all....

I miss the laughter i had at bugis... it was fun although i have to admit it is tiring..

the ppl frens i make at bugis.. u guys roxZ... i miss all!! except Amy. hahaZ... Roony.. the little crappy one youngster... kang ting.. the friendly fellow who was once working in the airline industry.. i look up to him.. we at time do tok abt aircrafts.. so fun found someone who had the same intrests... but too bad.. all was not for long.. i transfer to tanjong pagar.. is call Sakae @ dining... sigh.. my 1sT day bored!! i saw the menu liao... the dishes are different.. the bill sheets are aso different.. haiZ... means i have to learn new dishes.. name...

and ya today no service crew at all.. onli me... i was the ONLY one... sigh... all are chefs.. plus manager... saw tze shuen's manager... (parkway one) then aso saw ya ah zhi ... (parkway chef ) then heng ar.. richard today got come.. then i ate with him.. we went to the hakwer centre to makan... richard is a nice guy ya.. chat over meal.. then ya he told me since i choosen hospitality and tourism industry.. F&B related.. he told me what to expect.. and he encouraged me to continue to work in sakae.. to gain the exposure and experience.. i need... ya!!

then went with him to China club.. at 57 th storey.. wow.. the view is so nice... so high... look out of Singapore... then we went ot ask the membership fee... is $8888 for entrance.. to the club.. then somemore still ned to pay more....

then ya went back to sakae @ dining.. see ya the manager looks so fierce.... i told her fri sat sun i muz take off.. before i can complete my sentence.. she told me off..... '' I know i know.. bugis there told me le '' haiZ... so stress up ar...

then okay lo... hopefully tml will be a better day @ work... pray~~~

miss Bugis Sakae...

oh ya.. by the way.. juz highlight my hair on tue.. (half day) went with tze shuen to eat sakae buffet.. cos too hungry.. see ppl eat.. can't take it liao...

highlight my hair.. waste of $$!!! cost 35 dollar la.. compare at REDS which cost $99 my god.. the bedok there.. sux la.. highlight as if no difference man... my rotten luck!! no use highlighting...

ooOo... so many new comers... i at 1st i like la.. cos newcomers.. mean i m noT new anymore... but now i have to teach them a lot of things..is not 1 newcomer.. is like suddenly 6 newcomers... i dun mind teaching them.. but if they do smth wrong.. i will be at fault.. i will be the one gettin the scolding.. not them... sounds like i became the supervisor orh... sian..

i teach ppl sure... but ya so many to handle.. i m to take order, deliver those order.. and bill the tables... so many tins to do.. and onli me 1 person.. then the new ones.. not meaning anytin la.. they stand there.. and is like so many staff but they cant help me.. (of cos i dun blaMe them, is not their fault.. is the manger dun allow them to do this and that) and in the end, all stand there and like ''Jaren, this table bill, jaren, this table order.. then roony cum to me.. and say go do the runner at the same time.. wha.. biang.. i one person do runner (at time) then bill, then take order.. then the rest juz stand there ... wha.. then ask me to look after them.. huh?? stress out.. aiya.. then there is this new magnment trainee dun koe to take order la.. but still wan to give it a try.. ask him not to take le... he still take.. then wrong order, i get the scolding.. cos nv look after him... aiyo...

then franklin at nite tell me i been posted to tanjong pagar to work ... huh??? me? juz when i gettin use to life at bugis.. u wan me to switch place?? okay.. but i onli work till end of this month... then i tink tink... tink.. wanted to tell him.. i can't .. but he went home le.. now so stress up.. i cannot work there.. cos i work short term onli.. not long term.. tink he don koe..HAIZ.............

oh !! Sunday not so many customers... hahaZ.. of all the week, sunday is the Best.. (least customer) but it can get veri boring too cos u got nth to do.. and ned to finds things to do... actualli i m gettin more use to working life at sakae.. juz that i not realli like 1 person.. Amy.. (the manager trainee) hey she is juz a trainee.. and always would raise her voice againist me.. i realli dunno what's wrong with her... in the afternoon, when i start work, i saw what's my station as in where shld i take care of the tables.. but they nv write.. so i ask Arron and he told me take over Liu Liu... so okay lo...after a while, then this Amy came and ask me where shld i be.. i told her the book havent write YET.. and u koe what she say... '' REALLY? U go and sEE yourself..!! '' she raise her voice .. and i was like Yawning.. in my mind i was like shut up la.. noisy fellow.. tink that u koe everything.. but ya it JUST written and she want me to know on the spot.. siao.

then joey ask me to help those newcomers... teach them.. hahaZ.. juz thinking thta 3 weeks ago it was me... now i m teaching ppl... wow.. the feelin is so great.. LOL.

anyway.. joey ask em to stay back to do spring clean... oh ! but got OT la.. and then we ate minced pork noodle... drinks... then ya all been pay by the company... then ya do our job le.. clean the belt then lockers.. wall!! the under tables and chairs... i was sweating like seow man...then ya took cab home... liu liu stay at KK hosp there... so she 1st to reach home.. then it was me... (geylang) then jason( bedok) and lastly shld be none other than ya.. (tampines) so ya reach home waS already like 3.45 am!! my mom was worried.. and she dun seem to believe me that i was working.. but in fact, i am working.. earning money.. not spending!

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