yUp, work on sunday.. hey isnt it a public holi on sunday? but haiya .. ya service line, so i cant complaint.. anyway, so many people seem to like to eat sakae.. why???????

today ya went to work, as usual... 9.45am meet tze shuen then went up to sakae. then ya do the usual opening stuff, clean tables, wash thousands of cloth... make wasaibe aka the green hot substance that will make ppl feel hot. wha.. cant stand it.. make the wasaibe dman hot, my eyes burning like seow, nose cant take it, tears flowing down as if i m crying ... man truly i am, crying in my heart cos i ned to work....

working at sakae is tiring,.. but i koe every job is aso. but juz that working at income lastime is i seat too much, then will get scolded at times, now is i stand too much, and aso longer hrs.. no break weekends.. best denki is aso stand.. but at least i work onli 5 hrs there.. and sales is easier, if ya familar with the stuff u selling, and of cos with commission it drives me on. but now at sakae, aiya.. work then work la, work so hard aso dun have commission.. the company maybe doing well, but i aso din get the incentitive. anyway, my name is not on the rich list, so i got to work.

so ya study the menu. the assisstant manager want me to koe it well... but ya i try my best.. i can be say veri hardworking le... then went to do the soya sauce and the ginger thingy... yucks.. so ma fan.. and expect me to complete it in 25 mins!! so many things to do, wash cloth for every few bottles u wipe, then still ned to go fridge take the sauce , ginger, collect all the bottels on the table, wipe it clean, refill it to the brim, then later the ginger and sauce not enuf, still ned to take the packet out from the drawer.... cut, pour, put it nicely, wipe, wha .. so manY things to do... expect me to do it in 25 mins!! over 35 tables plus plus... hey so many bottles... the assistant manager can see is quite young la.. she so clever ask her to do la... chey.

she makan finish, then say i ned to speed up, cos she makan finish le... i was thinking, u makan finish, got mine problem/? cant u see i m trying my best, AUNTIE!!! i console myself by saying , this young manager think she koe everything... tink she can do that fast.. u clever u do la... say i slow... harlo... i do my best liao ... anyway, if nextime i your manager, hhahahaZZZ, then i will have my revenge.. i will ask her to do this and that... then will tell her back, why so slow/? nv eat rice huh ?

so ya she teach us the food in sakae.. what they are call, how to prepare , some methods of cooking... what is inside the sushi... what sauce with what food... how to tell customer... aiya.. so many things to rem...

die ... see tze shuen like so bored... he koes everything lo.... he work b4. not me. so of cos i ned to learn from stratch. say so many things at one go... i wonder i can remember anot.

anyway, the other assisatant manager aso ask me to do this and that.. all the clenaing job... climb to wipe... use thinner to wipe the fridge. wha lau. i thought i was employ to be a service crew.. and sudd i felt like i am a cleaner... working for them at a cheap rate... but to console myself again, is all experience.

at least i work in 3 types of diff types of jobs.... from sales to admin staff and now to F&B...

anyway i m currently studying in a course which have F&B.. so ok la... at least i learn smth.. for example: see ppl prepare food, fold cloth, wipe table (not so easy as u tink) , serve?

tze shuen during our free time would tok abt his happenings in his life... hahaZ, cute. tok abt his.. ya... that human. how they spent the time... ^_^ no commenTs.

and ya he lookin forward to 4E chalet...

Hmm for me? haiZ, i dunno if i m looking forward anot leh... my mind told me nope, i m not looking forward cos.... but deep down my heart, i m looking forward... cos..... aso the same thing.. suddenly, i feel so lose... lose in the sense of dunno wheather to feel happy or sad? thinking of how to react.. to be frank, my heart is still the same.. but i koe ... i din realli push for it for you in the past.. din took it seriously.. but now i regret.. but still i din do anytin.. but deep down my heart.. actualli i still have a space for ya.. is juZ that i nv say it out... or express it out so openly like other ppl that i koe of... but i swear.. my heart is the same.. after 2 yrs??? i realli dunno... but i koe we shld lead a different life...but if u will to fall down or somehow hurt yourself in any case.. , i swear if i m there... i will be the 1st to rush to your side, cos i care.. my heart hurts... okay. no comments.. someone ask me abt ya... and i say no commenTs.. and i was told that all along i have been escaping... is that the case? i realli dunno.... but 1 thing for sure... i will leave to fate.. may God let me find someone who truly derverse my love for her and the onli girl in this world...

i believe in fate cos is all started in fate in Tze shuen case?? hahaZZZ... =)

F_A_T_E

Blown off ~~~~ without anyone noticing.. disappearing in thin air without a single human's care.

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