ARGH!! shity... i have study.. and i koe i did my Best... i study le.. all.. everything... all the small examples.. all the difficult names... onli 2 part, i nv study which is butter & wines!!!


and shit.. to mY horror, it came out.. the wine part.. i have expected it .. and i koe is imp.. but i thought is going to be 1 qn onli.. so take the risk... since i thought i can be able to handle the other qn well... BUT (always in the case) the wine part consists of 15 marks~!~ oh my @@@

i realli dunno... i juz read the brief points.. and the tins is i din even saw those word that they want me to explain the process in my notes before! holy ### anway, i was like cursing the paper... ''what!? 15 marks and is gone juz like this? '' so i juz bullshit.. crap... cold stablisation---> it is a process where wines are out in a cold place... to make it stablise.. the wine particles would sink to the bottom... CRAP. i juz simply breaking up the word to explain. and i koe is all rubbish, i thought i was doing english exam ( breaking up of words to explain) so i koe i m going to fail this exam badly.

plus, the MCQ parT, i tink shld have wronged at least 6 qns! haiZ... the others abt beer part, which i m rather intrested aso damn difficult.. i was bull shiting all the way ..

i study deeply in topic like vegetables, fruits and meats!! which i m rather interested in (NOT WINE) and it turn out to be MCQ!! haiZ...

i study and i koe.. but not wines.. but why? and the qn seem difficult. and it seem that i going to take the sub-paper.. which i of cos dun wan ... if i m going to fail, how will i be going to ans to my mum.. who wants me to do well desperately.

anyway, pray... see thta is the onli tin u can do now after exam. my coursework i got a 'B' grade.. lucky my project grade (A) put me up... but still the exam is 40%!! if i fail badly, means ....

i told myself, one day, i m gonna cook the nicest dishes one can find on Earth for the speical person in my heart... HER. all my effort.. my lvoe, my feelings in that dish. i love to cook, and hope to touch her heart... by ya doing this.. anyway, i m not in love now.. with anyone cos i simply no ''target''/// hahaZ...

i was wondering to myself, my peeps around me.. some of them can simply break with their current one, and go along with the new gf.. dont u have any love? toying with feelings? trying out product ?

anyway, gettin on to commando stories, sat i m goin to visit my brother camp! yeah.. so cool. i did not went there last time.. and now i got the chance to see him pass out as a commando... Wow.. waiting for SAt. heard of those commando, oh.. is not worth it if u are juz in NS for 2 yrs.. cos eveeyday is a suffering.. but now better after bakc the trip from Tektong.. anyway, i here to wish my bro all the best!! go , charge! kill the enemies.. and hey, i koe he wanna jump the parachute thing.. and he is freakin scare.... lol. people pay to jump... paparchute. and here you are, so lucky, got paid ard $40? to jump once leh... so good... but he got to jump every 6 mths. anyway, i wss thinking the time when i jump lastime back in Egypt.. so scary, i muz admit.. but is once for a lifetime onli... try it. anyway, if u ask me jump now, i maybe would say no thanks.. cos is quite a mental torture to be frank juz before u jump.... hahaZ. but is nice.

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