today is sat, sunday or friday?? i'm so confuse now... yesterday one whole day in sch doin projects.. from 10am to 4.45pm... dunno why suddenly got the interest to finish off the HTM project. but ya of cos havent complete. about to.

so ya we did our projects, jianli not here. not surprising anyway ya. went com lab. do the final report. the appendix. and later do till ard 1 plus ... both tian chuang and chalrene hungry. so they went to buy food outside. i on 'diet' so dun wan food. but in the end, tian chuang bought indian rojak for us to share. she treat us to rojak?!? hahaZ.

oh shity. realize that i like becoming more girlish. lol. cos ya have more contact with girls more often... wana go shopping? call me up. hahaZ. **kiddin**

then discuss discuss.... till 4.45 the com lab close. so no choice have to go le. anyway, i thoguht it was fri yesterday.

many realtives went to visit my dad. actualli my dad dun wan to say, but for any reason, at the correct time, my uncle call him. then he say he in hospital. and that is how news spread throughout the different parts in singapore. keke. so ya my realtives visit my dad. my uncle the joker in our family, came aso. then he 1st sentence is '' wha, having a family gathering here huh?'' then this time, the man taking a cup of milo for my dad came in, my uncle look at it and comment.. ''do you guys have tiger beer? it is better for speedy recovery'' and everyone brust out laughing. even the security guard at my apartment and neghbours even visit him. i'm deeply touched. can see my dad like paiseh cos nothin big ma.. but so many ppl know.

hoo.. yesterday went for taekwondo.. aiya then realize the result of my grading will be known in 2 weeks time.. so long.. thinking if i shld go anot.... so boring sianZ. last nite have all the types of kicks.. turning kick, front kick, side kick... many more others.. kick till my leg pain.

Hmm. then learnt my dad condition worsen. his blood platelets( i tink ) drop to a critical low of 20. an average person shld exceed 100. so the doctor say may need to transfer blood i think.. sigh. did not visit my dad last nite cos i reach home already 10pm. so late. no time. but of cos. i would love to visit him.. cos i koe is veri sian to be the hospital one whole day doin nothin. but ya see him so tired. breathless. but i cannot do anyting. SAD.

later ya have project. need to go STB with my ''sister' oh my god... haahZ...

Tuesday.. still a long week ahead. suddenly i felt so busy. realli dun koe why. thinking of the projects... so many. i can do. but i realli hope my other team members can aso cope too... catch up with projects. i do play of cos. but if i m serious, i will be. and i am. but play .. i aso will!!

okaY, my ex- INCOME colleagues... who are all now in SP, want me out for a chat. sure... but sorry guys, i m juz too busy. stress up. by a lot of tins. although i realli love to. haiZ..

i did not go for taekwondo today.. cos i wanted to rest. and thought of visiting my dad in the hospital. when reach home, my mom and grandmother not in le, they went to my brother SP graduting cermony. so i was alone ya. went to search for the fridge. found some Cia xin. ( vegetable) so chop garlic.. and fry it. found some minced meat. defrost . cook soup. *tasty by the way* fried hotdogs.

later found out my mum with my brother who is out for army for onli 6 hrs... went to visit my dad. so i can't go. cos no time le. my bro ned to rush back to camp. =(

so ya cook myself. but lazy to wash those plates. later sure will get a scolding from my mum. anyway, thinking of goin out with huiqi and maybe a few more humans for a drink late at nite. drink liquor. but thinking.. need to visit my dad leh.. later if my mum koe... i go out. she sure not happy. still ned to catch up with my frends. at the same time, want to play soccer too. fri nite or sat nite go out can a not? i reaali dunno, confuse. and aso want to play mahjong.. so long din play le. like so many tins to do. still ned to meet up my ex-colleagues. to see how's everyone doin...

tml nite. probably visit my dad la... tonite cannot. so shld i go out for a drink? shld i go out to play pool with my ex collagues? can i play soccer during weekends? can i finish my projects so many in time...?? excel, F&B, HTM, Travel geo ( shopping), Transport tourism, Micro econ, comm skills... 7 projects! stress out soon. confuse. hope someone can guide me along.

=X

Tuesday.. still a long week ahead. suddenly i felt so busy. realli dun koe why. thinking of the projects... so many. i can do. but i realli hope my other team members can aso cope too... catch up with projects. i do play of cos. but if i m serious, i will be. and i am. but play .. i aso will!!

okaY, my ex- INCOME colleagues... who are all now in

today ya reach tp abt 10am.. i thoguht ya say liao meet at the waiting point 1st. i stand there see no my grp humans.. so call them up. then saw Amy rushing.. she say she's late.. but hahaZ. still early la... then Emy call me say she at Biz park. so while walking to Biz park, saw Charlene. there she was waiting with tian chuang .. realize my classmates were on the 3rd level, so meet up dere. waited for my presentation.. wait wait.. meantime, catch up with my frends and see what i got to say later on.

went to toilet to make the tie. aiya.. spoil liao . that tie. so difficult to adjust. worn Jimson tie, hey ya thanks!

so ya my grp is the last one to enter. i was the 1st one to present. and is like i havent prepare. but anyway, juz do it. juz tok rubbish. hahaZ... i was quite disappointed with myself though. i have loads of tins to say. but i didnT. why?? sigh..

Mrs borwn, my teacher then comment our presentation. which is aso our test. she say ya improve. and i got a high 'B' .. okay la.. satisifed with the marks. but i koe still got many to improve on. she say i seem too excited.. with all my hands gustures. is like i m too engrossed on my topic ba. but lucky have good eye contact. now i koe have to work on my hands.. cant do those actions too much.

lol. ya went to my ex- sec sch.. manjusri secondary... today.. see familar faces.. buildings.

after class, meet up with Zhixui. waited for dear tze shuen to come out!

then ya went together to TM to makan pizza hut. we 3 eat different kinds of pizza. so can try all flavour ma.. as i in the service industry, so help to serve both tze and zhi thier pizza. in the meantime take it as a training lo.. lol

after eatin, we were like Oh my.. so full. cant walk much. but definitely cant sit down. cos stomach bursting. then went walk walk. walk to G2000 saw those blazer. aiya. so cheap! shld buy from there instead! waste $ on tailor make. stupid la.. as usual Jaren.

later sit bus.. to mjr... oh ya! zhixui still own me drinks. we bet on the next buS.. cos we were like waited so long lo.. for that stupid bus to come.. we were like half dead by then..

mjr ani.. attend ..see see... look look... okay lo. still the same. not much change. hope they can do better seriously in anytin, and everytin.

went to watch movie with tze shuen, zilin, zhixui, kenneth, jing sheng, fang rui,zhe wei, huiqi ( that English gal) lol, shuxian, jun rong, wha siew, why so many ppl ? hahaZ. good anyway. so long din with such a big grp of buddies le. great. !! =) watch that movie which to me simply suX! i dun like... lol. waste time. watch till 12.20 am... ZzzZZzz

then ya went home. at that point, while walking towards the cab, i was thinking, hahaZ, if the gal i like beside me, and after watching the late night movie with her and me alone, definitely i would sent her home 1st. sit the cabbie to her hse. see her safely drop in front of her hse step. make sure she is back home soundly. then i would then go home with a peace of mind. and of cos.. call her up when reach home, to make sure she reached her room and to see if she have bathen/? can sleep? enjoy the movie?

hahaZ... rubbish... all rubbish.. ''Ring''/// ouch that hurts my heart and ears!

wake up so early 7.30am. go poly..

okay, i m one of the 1st to arrive for my grp meeting? then ya went with Emy to buy breakfast. treat her breakfast.. then ya tian chuang came, so they aso go buy breakfast. this is where disaster struck. she spilled the coffee! coffee black stains... all over the table.. and ya the unlucky me sittin beside her aso got the coffee stains both on my shirt and jeans. furthemore, i still wear white shirt of all the day. hahaZ black stainssss... Eee.. bo bian. tian tian.... hahaz =) forgiven U.

anyway ya went on with discussions... for tml to ask questions... haiyo. so ma fan. what a project.

tml need to wear long sleeve and aiya the as usual ''office'' wear. ma fan. let me go search for it... realize this course always need to wear this kind of formal wear. Blazer i m done with it.. save my time to go find it...

oh ya.. got the comments from my comm skills teacher abt my presentaton. quite disappointed i muz say... she gave me a low 'B' grade. 21/30? i hoping for a high 'B' grade to be honest. aiya.. room for improvement, jaren! but was glaD that she say it is funny and she could still rem what i spoke. and she say means i create a lasting impression for her. HEE... =) that's gd..

that's all for today. DATED : WEDNESDAY.

tml will be thur... taekwondo time.. tired.

today 1st day of sch reopen. YEAH!! to me it makes no difference, cos during last week holiday, i still met up with most of my friends. Unlike, sec sch days, holiday mean we seldom meet. Now, holiday we need to do projects.

So what is the use of the term holiday? to catch up with projects, that is my ans! =)

but ya. term 2. meaNS i m now closer to get my hosp& tourism diploma! yeah! i read the newspaper recently and it state that tourism and hospitality sector in S'pore is Rosy. it has a bring future in 10ys time from now. with the building of IR, Spore expcted to create 10000 new jobs! oh yES! see.. i want to tell those my frens who when i say i wanted to go into tourism sector, they say hopeless. is that the case now? nope, i dun see it. Spore Govt sees tourism as very imp. i will earn big bucks in time to come.

anyway, ya today got presentation. trial for communication skills. aiya. no camera. teacher say ya all ues up le. i want to see how i look during presentation. so i can improve on. but anyway. MIss brown wrote down on our weakness in which i hope to hear in 2 days time. ya i present. and u koe what? i find it nice to cum up to present smth. i love presentation. hhaZ.. is good that ppl are listening to what u have to say. and of cos we ned to say smth that is intresting.

btw, ya i spoke abt my water rafting trip in sabah. ~~~ hit the boys most sensitive part.. and the cockroaches( makes me and bro like singing opera) which makes the whole class laugh. ya.. like to make humans smile. giggle. =) show them my photos to let them have a better impression of what i m presenting.

later... went to library TP. do research. find books. french food. wines. maketing a restaurant.

then ya saw sharon. my ex class mate. oh my she havent change a bit. still the same. same bag. same image. hahaZ. it feels so nice to see familar faces which i do misses.... then aso saw siew kiang. but nv call her la.. cos she was so far away. ...

then ya walking to bus stop, now saw Beeyan.( another mjr huamn) hahaZ. EXCUSE me! that 2 words scare her. hahaZ. she was walking so slowly to the bus stop. then chat abt wushu in mjr. the latest happenings...

ok la.. now ned to go read up the books i borrow. so thick. FRench food....

COOL 1Ho7. the chalet was fun ya. haiZ. sorry ya . 1st day can't go. i got taekwondo. after that, i m too tired to go party le. anyway partly emy's they all fault. hahaZ. why go play pool? why go play the car racing game at the arcade? waste time waste money. i thoguth maybe we can reach the chalet early so i know where is it 1st. then i go in by myself the next day. hahaZ, do what project?? go orchard do project? hahaZ, in the end we go there drink coffee bean. the coffee was like chilled, thick, nice. !!!! NICE! then ya go to S'pore visitor centre. the man there was kind of damn helpful. thanks ya!! lol.

but ya, pls. IMAGE pls. wHAHa.. I-M-A-G-E !! dun tok so loud alomng orchard. dun act like an idiot. dun dance here and there. and ya pls pls. duN hold my hands. one hold left, the other one hold right, wha biang, paiseh leh. is like 3 humanS seow seow one walkin down orchard.

anyway ya went off to taekwondo . sorry ya . meet up with ren jie. dunno why we suddenly go toilet and did those things... SHHH =X

then ya wed went to my class chalet! so fun ... ahhaZ. go where? dun sleep leh.. go bowling. go play pool. go play mahjong. go cycling. go go... anyway, cut the sting ray. onli me and keng kee cuttin. so hard. using the knife, slice, slice, then Amy seems to be an expert. teach us how to cut. btw, we are F&B students rite? canadice, pls... so much chilli but she say not enuf. later when we BBQ the sting ray, those hu eat it was like ''hot hot''/// water ice pls... see.. so hot and is still not enuf?

hahaZ. went cycling. i lead them to the pet farm @ ulu ulu place. my bro camp there.. so i koe got this kind of place exist. but the owner of the farm dun allow us in. **piss off**

cycle. fun .. but tiring. 2 hr . $8. *sob* =) then ya came back start the fire. and BBQ!

forward the day.. or else too long. at nite, left dew of us stayin.

buy vodklka. 40% alochol. wHOOOO.. how much u koe? is $33 plus plus.. one small bottle lo. we buy coke and spirite to mix the strong hard alochol. Hmm.. wha drink a little make my throat burn. so hot!! but is nice. in order to taste better, mix it with coke. Hmm.. nice . keng kee drink too much at one go. his heart was beattin damn fast. scared... hahaZ,. thoguth u cant breathe. later difficulties ansing to his mother. LOl. lucky, he was okay. so ya he cant drink le. so left 3 of us to drink. *siew* drink ard 6 cups ya/ ?? feel a little dizzy. but i was feeling ''high'' seriously. dman high lo

we were playin black jack lo. i thoguth i was winning big. won abt $6 le. so happy. plus, drink the alcohol, feel high. volunteer to be the dealer. feelin ''high'' la.. open up eveyone cards. when mine cards is like shit lo. anyhow play. brain no more workin suddenly. hahaZ. lose $8 later on... but not as bad as JImson... he lose $15?? hahaZ.

look into my eyes.. what can u see? it's you, girl ya. hahaZ, no target. lolX. in the process of changing.

TUESDAY

JULY 12 , 2005

DATED: 10.09 am ......

Sat was so tiring ... early in the morning was wake up by the tailor. 11am!! u koe how early is that?!?! i am still sleeping.. hahaZ. so ya went harbourfront to see if the black coat suits me not. aiyO.. the sleeve so short and tight. REDO. lol. collect next fri or sat...

then ya went to fetch my bro who came back from his commando camp @ pasir ris. see his face dman black ,man. cool down dude! hahaZ. right he step into the car, he complain abt his buddy. SISSY. AQUA. TIMID. poor him got such a buddy. not helpful. not cooperative. selfish. haiZ juz my bro luck. but ya heard his expericence in commando. COOL. dive, jump, ... all sorts. cut his hair again. wha. looks nice. maybe nextime cut my hair bodak. nextime la.. now can't. or else sure veri heart pain. waste $. hahaZ.

then so fast 3 pm le. get ready for my soccER! yup, soccer. went to play with tze shuen they all. so long din play le. so long din see my bunch of frienDs le. then at the same time, give kang kong his present.

7.20pm stop all soccer games le. so sit down to chit chat for a while. realize that tze shuen encountered problems on the army deferement thingy. he is not the onli one thoguh. my other fren aso have the same pro. muz be they register at the wrong time.

later, my family came to fetch me and of cos go mankan. not hungry. muz eat less. on diet. L>O>L. ya walk behind those alley of geylang. as usal, dark and dirty. but that is not the onli thing. my worse fear, eh.. wait actualli is my dad, brother and me worse FEAR came.


COCKROACHES!! WE HATE THEM . THEY ARE ERRIE. WEIRD. SCARY. AT FIRST, SAW MY DAD JUMPING. MY BRO AND I WAS DMAN FREAK OUT. BUT MY BRO WORSE, HE PINCH MY CLOTHES, PULL DOWN. UNITL I HAVE TO SAY ''HEY, MY SHIRT WILL BE TORN SOMEMORE IF U STILL PULL. '' MY BRO AND I KOE WHAT TO EXPECT. COCKRAOCHES. THE BATTLE OF NOT 1 NOT 2 BUT ARD MORE THAN 10 COCKROACHES! BIG , POWERFUL ONES!! DANGEROUS!! WE CANT WALK FAST . BUT WE ASO CANT WALK SLOW. THEY CAN FLY!! FLY! CRAWL. SHIT ... ! FLY SO HIGH SOMEMORE. SO MY BRO AND I WAS JUMPING LEFT THEN TO RIGHT. THEN RUN. THEN JUMP AGAIN. SO PAISEH.. PPL LOOKIN AT US FROM THE COFFEE SHOP. MUZ BE THINKING. WHY THOSE GUYS ARE ''DANCING''/// COS WE YA SORT OF HAVING OUR BALLET LESSON THERE, I SUPPOSE.

then after that disgusting expericence, we were back home. my legs were damn tired. cos of all the soccer. my bro whole body was aching becos of army. my mum leg was tired becos of jogging too much. my dad hand was pain cos he uses force in his line of work. so ya practically all of us are in PAIN. and we need MASSAGE. i suggested an idea of callin someone from the nearby massage saloon to our hse and massage all of us. hahaZ. but of cos that's a stupid idea.

then ya we massage each other. my mum massage my bro. my bro massage my dad. my dad massage me. i masage my mum. all over la. as long as everyone have been massage. hahaZ...

TIRED. ... ZzzzzZZZz.

sigh... i flunk my pilot virtual online test. simply too much info for me to absorb. cal bearings, angle, know the meaning of STAR, STAT, CAAS, argh... so difficult~! what is the use of the aircraft span? shld the pilot increase or reduce speed when there's a turbulance?

ARgh.. next week will be dman hell to me ya.. i can imagine... OH goSh.

next week.. Hmm.. will be real busY. although is ''holiday'' for me, it seems that 1 week are juz too short. almost all the deadline for the projects is when sch reopen!! oh NO. HOW? stop askin how jaren, u got to do the work no matter what. OO... Food & beverage science project .. need to come up with food menus and plans by next week. Travel Geography project.. at least this iS done yest... Wee. =) 1 down .. left 7 to go. microecon project havent even start!!~~ gosh. still have hospitality and tourism project. oh =NO. this is damn most troublesome in a way i will put it. need to do interview, survey... thick skin go ask managers and guess they will reject us away. haha! and survey along orchard road okay, fine with u guys? my idea!! hahaZ...

still have eh.... communication skill... ya presentation skills... aiya. sian . and transport business.. my .my. my. shopping in spore!! how to attract tourist.. we havent done that.... =( so many tins to do.

but ya.. monday i will be free. yeah! 1st day of week rest 1st. then tue to thur will be my HTM07 class chalet!! chalet!! yeah... at last have chalet.. so long din have chalet le.. Hmm.. play mahjong... go clubbing ... buy beer okaY? hahaZ.. not being naughty... is call relaX. then ya still have to do project discussuion durin chalet!!??? oh my. sure have no mood .. everyone. dun believe me? hahaZ. project cant finish the most we rush on weekends or have no marks lo... hAhaZ.

tue oh ya. have taekwondo. aiya. have to go le.. din go for many many lessons le. so that last time i went.. i dunno the patterns. *throw FAce* now have to go and learn seriously . so how? tue meet early in the moring... at somerset then go to dunno what hotel... ask ppl qns. discuss. then later rush to chaleT. then later rush back to poly. for my taekwondo. aiya! so busy.

then wed go back to chalet sleep... chat. play.. do project. hahaZ. tink bring my mahjong tiles on wed la.. tue too heavy. dun expect me to bring to somerset.. lol

then ya stay overnite... BBQ. go drink ... play. anytin . ya? lol. party.

thur chalet wil be over. project again? argh! .. >>>>>> then rush back to tp again for taekwondo.

then fri project not again??!?

the end of my busy next week.... =****

wHY??? what's wrong with IOC members? why let london win the bid? paris is obviously better in terms of infrastructure, facilities, transporatation.. have a series of big events ( EX:world cup 98) they shld win it !! from the view of hosp& toursim student... HAha...

what london offers? BIG STARS?? beckham... eh. all tony blair. so ? do they make that difference? why they have such an influence... who are they , man? we ned to view things more seriously. as in how and what it will benefit the country in terms of the social, or the environment. heard that london will build thier village at the eastern side. they are goin to destroy the environment!! OPPOSE.

so disappointed in IOC members.. haiZ..

and today still ya the london terriosts attacks.see in terms of safety, london is still not there.. this is what i tink ... paris having bid for their 3 rd time, we shld give them the opportunity.

anyway, my heart goes out to the victims. poor tin. they are inoccent humans! why kill them? haiZ.. what has this world become to? tresure everyone... but as usual, this is juz purely say. so ya juz now chat with my beloved AH -MA. chit chat in hokkien, improve my dialect at the same time... lOL. chat abt life, social, blah blah... nice chat. realli would cry if she is gone.

but now life is so unpredictible, u may juz die on the road anytime anywhere. wonder wat if i will be the onE leaving before my ah ma. okay.. tink of the happi sides. life is for us to enjoy.

morin went do project... do till 3pm!! haix.. from 10am to 3pm!! see.. we are so hardworking... hahaZ... do till so ZZzzz. my mum wanted to fetch me fro sch/ actualli wanted to meet her at harbourfront. where she work. to do my blazer.. the black coat thingy... so mafan that had been troubling me. so hard to find one that i like. went there to tailor make. my mum ya fetch me then go back to where she came from. i'm ya truly touched. on the way, she explain her unconditional love to me... =- + hMm.. thanks mum!! =) i koe.... and i appreciate it.

anyway the coat cost 240!! so expensive.. but bo bian leh.... my study course need that. =( so much $$$...

who will win??? this qn pop out in ym mind countless times.. although it may be not imp to Singpore rerardless of the resultS, but since the decision making is held in S'pore, i am rather intrested to koe who will hold the 2012 Games. whO??

my guess is Paris. my guess noramlly dun say everytime is quite accurate. For example, i say liverpool will win Champion league when they beat BAyern leverusuaken. then i predict the score of Singpore VS Indonesia accurately. i rem that time i predict singapore win indonesia 3-1. everyone was laughing. but the ppl who laugh had the last laugh.

it onli 20 more mins b4 we will know who will win.. and i m gettin anxious. GO PARIS!! =)

and ya did my project early in the morin at tp. *yawn* been force to get off my bed at 9am... reach tp at 10.10 am.. thought i was late.. then along the way to biZ park, saw keng kee the grp. so ya ask them if my other grp members are here... realize onli 2 reach. so in a way, i was early... hahaZ... guys, din we say meet at 10am ?? everyone is late. went to the canteen.. sat with tian chuang, charlene.. chat rubbish... lol. later, at last 1 more member is here. and the time was like 10.20.. ''you are late''// haiYO.. then li shi say wan to buy fries.. so went to buy for her... not bad ar.. ''service charge pls''... hahaZ. my grp leader was late!! she juz wake up at 9.45 am! my god.. so she arrive at 10.35 am.. she rush here.. poor her.. can see she damn tired. aiya.. no ned to rush here.. take ya time.

discuss discuss... discuss... okay. come to a decision.. we got many tins to do!! projects so many! i estimate abt 7 projects ya?? gosH.. mad.

tml still ned to do project. sian ar.. everyday. when can i rest? project ... project.. STOP.. enuf.. give us some time to do it... =P

ZZzz... i was sleepin ~~~! up to 9 plus am... YaWN.. now so sleepy.. after writing my dairy.. i still have to do project crack my bain** oh GosH..

ya today had microecon test... my~~ is quite diffficult for mE... dont dare to say is easy.. but ya don koe a few qn.. =( whY?? and huimin was late for the test? and see her like blur blur.. don koe where to seat.. walk ard the exam hall with so much disturbance.. if my exam marks no gd.. mean she distract me! but ya the latest is pam... she on the dot.. hahaZ... i was like too early though... 15 mins of time reading.. so muz make use...

haiz.. got to sleep in 1 hr time.. sianZ.. tml project day.. maybe can go play pool after project, ya guys?? hahaZ..

wHa.. Now sittin TRAIN iN egypt. (aFrica) lolX...

Imagine a train in africa? cool.. Just a little dirty. no toilet.. Just a double deck bed. 2 in a cabin. What a trip! sit plane, then sit cruise, then now sit train.. all kinds of transport. now (6.30) pm lookin at the villages... oh ya, due to terriost attacks, the tourist are separated from the locals.. our section had police guarding... so weird.. the atmosphere is ''scary''

let me continue where i have stop at day 3 of egypt... hahaZ.. i wrote it down in a note book when in egpyt.. so now can continue...

day 4- woke up at 7am. Breakfast. As usual, eat wwstern breakfast. so sian for the past few days..breakfast, lunch, dinner all westerns. Hey, I'm in Egypt now!! where's all the local food? i love to eat these exotic food! anyway , learnt that in 10 mins time, the dinner will be serve and it is Egpytian buffet... so ya visited the 2 temples today. Ancient Egyptians craved the wall. then visit the mummys!!! wow.. wrap up.. real human who died thousands of yrs. Wasted! No photos are allowed. the mummy are like what we seen on TV, just that I can see the real fingers, toes, and even the head skull all still intact. as sayin goes : seeing is believeing.

then we sail for hrs to another temple. many stalls around. the ppl here are friendly. But they would follow u everywhere to buy their tins. OH ya! saw the police here. as i say the police will take care of every 10 tourists becos of terrisots attacks. they so fierce! they took the long rope to whack the locals whenver they follow us. poor tin.. but the local still follow us..
thta's life =(

okay, just finish my dinner, wow.. egyptian food nice.. the lamb meat!! anyway, the same old waiter play another trick on me .. he took the order from us either coffee or tea. then he handed me the cup (tea) from a distance i thought if taking it from him and he accidentally like almost drop it. but i was calm instead is my mum who scream. Oh it was actualli juz an empty cup .. then he show us many tricks. We chatted wit hthe ang mo some from wales, scoltand... we share tips around the world. that was fun! cos i love to travel...

oh.. i WANT to complain!! SBS... haiYO.. bus no.15 wait so longggg.... 30min!!! i wait at eunos interchange... bus 15 i koe it takes a long time but since is early in the moring.. peak time.. dun SBS tink they shld have more of the bus trip?? and ya.. worse is after 30 mins, 3 buses~!!! i repeat 3 buses!! all no.15 came at the same time.. MY GOSh.. what's this? why all come at the same time? ''late'' for my grp meetin.. but realize was early actualli.. reach at 9.15am at tp. haiYo.. lolX.. the rest of my classmate meet at 9.30am to do the online test... so ya was early in a way.

anyway did the test as a grp. learn my lesson previously. when doin the F&B test... i did it at home individual... all my other classmates aso. then realize ar.. it is better to do as a class. help each other... one do the other help to check ans. so ya i got 34/40 not bad i tink for me... lol.. thanks my classmates.. and notes.

and ya did grp project on hosp & tourism thing.. realize that i got such a good members....ahaZ.. tink i din contribute much ... i promise i will in future...

okay .. tml is test time!! so long din have test le... now tink back lastime sec sch life.. study like siao... got to study le.... ZZzz ... =)

haiX.. dunno what's wrong with me these few days?? suddenly lost interest in everytin and anytin. ARGH~~

for whatever reason, i find my life seem to be lost ... as in losing smth in life. and ya is it LOVE?? =X i thought if the topic i did for discussion in tutorial... is MONEY or LOVE more imp??
my grp choose money as we all agreed on. but now come to tink back, to me LOVE is more imp than MONEY. so what if we have money?? we cant buy happiness. or when we are sad, no one will be there for us. console. keep your spirits up.

the past few days, i sat the bus alone home from TP. ya... the journey is so long.. 50mins... ZZzzz alng the way, i observe people. people.. how they walk.. how they present themselves.. what they wear. and ya.. me sittin at the upper deck of bus 21. thinking of my life for the past few years. OH mY. i realize is so empty. not many step into my life and make a difference to me.

lookin down up left right, almost eveywhere, saw boys and girls together. laughing teasing at each other... holding hands.. joking with each of their gf. and me.. oh.. the seat next to me is emptY. no one. no soul beside me. haiZ.. how i wish i have a gal ya to be there when i need her. to crack joke with her.. to celebrate her & my birthday together. to spent our up & down no matter what happen. to walk (send) her home and make sure she is alright at all time. chat with her on the phone till midnight. her problem will be mine problem. cherish each other dearly. walk with her at night along changi beach lookin at stars and airplanes above us.

ARGH... celebrate my friends bdae these few days and weeks... around 10 ppl bdae... wha din koe so many human's bdae in the month of JUne. then ya see them each (not all though) have their partner to clebrate for them. how i wish mine for the next 18 bdae would be like them. having the one i like and love together on my bdae. blowing the candles together so sweet... haIz.. this is juz a dream for jaren.... dream will nv cum true. wake up jaren... haiX..

seein ppl so happy together... of cos i wish them the best... but deep down my heart.. i ask myself.. when would be my turn?? W-H-E-N? haiX.. when would i celebrate either her or mine bdae together... ? or if there's is a gal who willing to hear me tokin to her till 3am.. who will be there cracking jokes with her.. chat everytin and anytin...

but ya the irony tin is i don't fall in love easily.... not kiddng.. seein my frens fall in love then break then like another one so easily.. and fast... i was tinking.. is this TRUE love?? nah.. i dun wan this kind of relationship. i hope to be with the one i love.. and thta's all... dun wan so many relationship. so tiring... juz one enuf.. and marry... this would be better... true love...

sayin so much, i don't fancy any gal for the moment.... so mean life is like so aimless for me at the moment... LOL// i looks like so ''deseprate'' hor? no la.. is juz my feelings... i dun anyhow like a girl... but when i like means i really like her...

so ya change image... change hair colour.. my cousin told me my hair colour suX.. =( okay. i 'm goin to highlight my hair la... not dying brown anymore... she say not nice. so saD to hear that. let me see.. maybe in 3 mths time, highlight to golden... i check it out at the tampines saloon near TP with my poly frens.. is cheap... i m goin to do that in mths time... i don't like BROWN HAIR...

and ya.. i love my ah ma... she alwys been taking care of me... cook food... wash clothes... tidy up my place... i realli hope she can live a veri long time.. i will miss her BADLY if she is gone... i love u.. AH MA!!

ohohoh.. hahaZ.. yest was mad under the baking hot afternoon sun playin soccer. oh goSh can't u imagine how hot it is?? anyway ya play with my HTM07 classmates. onli 5 boys( include me in the class) haiZ.. so muz be content thta at least there are still humans that i can play soccer with.. ~~then ya got sheryl and candice play with us.. more ppl... better..

then ya got home and ZZZzzzz... for 5 hrs. too tired. T-I-R-E-D. wake up eat, watch tV, then ZZZZZZz again!.. so lazY rite? diE... =P

btw, my bro came back from his army camp today.. wow.. saw that commando shirt.. so cool.. i feel like wearing.. the elite squad leh.. haiZ,, btw, get back to my life, oh.. the test is comin... i still havent study!! shity.. haIz...

oh ya.. receive letter from straits times.. my bro and me write the eassy ( on mother day) is successful!! we were among the top to be choosen.. won a bottle of perfume i tink... goin sometime to collect it... is for my mum.. as her mother day belated present... whaha.. =)

xxxxx jaRen –Yong jiA--

xxxxx 20 yrs old

xxxxx TemaseK polYtechniCcc

xxxxx Tourism Student (hospitality)

xxxxx Kem football club member

xxxxx Sentosa Academy football club member

xxxxx Wheel chair ( lammers)club

xxxxx SEA River Club

xxxxx Jersey no: 11, 3

xxxxx ex-manjusri wushu club

xxxxx love his ah ma