firstly, i m sure that person who i want to say sorry to.. reads this..

eh. ya realli sorry. ya admit my fault. my typing of words that make everyone now so stress. sorry k? i promise to behave myself.. and no to continue le.. ya although to some extent is... i koe too much rite? u muz be thinking ... and i hope u will ya ''forget'' it. i koe is not easy.

but at times i realli feel we have to face up our own feelings. face reality. don't run , i feel that at time, u got to tell that person how u feel, not make him/her wait. or guess. i realli hope my friends would come face to face and let each of their feelings of each other know. no use avoiding. i have try and it hurts. so hope my frens there, u koe who u are... face it up. dont waste time anymore.. i m sure u guys who are so call ''involve'' are tired.

okay, as i say... after this.. i m not toking of this topic anymore.. but seriously hope everyone would be happy by lettin their feelings know.. i'm like the middle man... koe ya... but i cant say it out simply is a secret and i koe i have no right to expose their secretss.. i koe is difficult for u all during this period, but ya surely this will not break our friendship ... ya? we will all be friends forever okay?? =) ^jaREn^

btw, ya today did presentation on COFFEE. oh gosh... the teacher say our presentation is so far one of the best... hahaZ.. glad that it is. thanks Emy!! she help to make it so successful!! and ya ate the noodle at mensa.. argh.. so full!! so much! and ya i was sweating like mad human! sittin under the sun eating extra spicy noodle.. my god!

oh ya .... KENNETH .. went to tp.. crash ... join my lecture.. oh shity.. i simply cant concentrate!! and ya he tok on the hp with tze shuen tok so long.. and ya his voice a little loud. so i was quite like paiseh sittin beside him.. hahaZ... jkjk. anyway ya enjoy his accompany.. at last got 4E ppl.. who i koe.. accompany with me thru the lecture.. BTW, i dun understand the lecture!!! hahaZ... kenneth your fault... hahaZ... =)

ya tok to him for almost 1 hr... found out he was goin to watch movie... hahaZ.. u enjoy it??

and ya taekwondo!! arGH.. got my gee today... so tired!! i 3 lesson din go le.. everytin dun koe.. juz now as me come out to do the pattern, i dun koe!! so paiseh! haiZ... and ya aos dunno how to wear the gee.. someone who koes taekwondo.. teach me!! hEE... =) plS...

HOo.. dress up for presentation.. sort of 1st time to dress up in poly... hahaZ.. so fun.. meet up my friends at the pick up point.. cos i dare not walk in like this.. so guai guai if wear till like this. meet 15 mins b4 lesson start.. but din koe later we chat.. laugh... at each other .. time pass

OH my.. we are late for class. then ya went to 4th level ba.. for communication skills.. we were taught oral presentation skills.. is FUN.. oral presentation.. but nervous.. so different when standing in front of the class... given 1 min each.. quite short though.. i find it.. to tok abt myself..

as usual, i m sure many ppl 1st impression is that i m a malay! okay okay.. FINE. i m use to it anyway. btw, i m a chinese realli. swear. i speak chinese. anyway.. ya entertain my class abt my experience during work at best denki.

later ya.. after that went to jupiter.. cafe to makan. wha. the food so expensive. i no $$. so ya saVE $$ din eat. oh gosh.. i m on DIET. yeah.. Hmm.. my friend's food so long then come.. later eat finsih.. then went to com. lab. for presentation!!

mins b4 presentation start, we decide not to wear tie la.. so mafan.. and ya realize my grp project not realli that good as compared as others... but anyway.. the amt of work we done is done. no use to cry over how bad it is..

to sum up, oh.. tiring day today.. btw, heard that kenneth is comming tomorrow.. hahaZ.. to crash. ..

change change... black to brown...still tinking... ~~~~

hahaZ.. so lonGGGggggg never go blogging.. now start again.. ever since i came back from my holiday... till now.. ages ago since i write one... Haiz.. so many feelings in my heart.. at last i decide to write online.. to spill out my unhappiness or happiness (lesser extent)

so many tins happen within these few weeks...
1) Went to polY!! temasek! meet cool new friends...
2) so differrent from secondary time
3) too much freedom...
4) change my hair colour!

hahaZ... actualli for months ,i have been tellin myself to change IMAGE... yaya.. C-H-A-N-G-E image!! i m so tired of my old image.. the nerdy lookin one.. someone told me that.. and i will never forget it... so i decide.. ''JAREN, CHANGE CHANGE!!''hahaZ... so 1st come my hair colour... went TM to dye my hair brown... aiya... $55 leh.. so EXpensive..then zhixui came to saloon... sorry ar.. u have to wait for me. bo bian .. want to change need money.. how i wish i have more $$.... then can spent more tins.... then that day.. went to meet fang rui they all.... everyone (my frens) see me... all ''AWW''/// oh my god.. that time i was so paiseh!! they wow so loud.. in public.. @ orchard... imagine the no. of eyes staring at me... i dare not to look elsewhere.

Sunday, went to buy polo t-shirts.. 4 of it!! sales ma.. muz buy at least 3.. then cheap. buy 4 cost me $40. buy necklance earlier with kenneth.. cost $8 hahaZ..

now, i realli wish to change my image.. wear jeans, polo shirts, necklance, hair dye.. still have !!.... somemore in my mind... but for now, juz remain mute... i still searching for that tin... what else ar? i need to change.. my overall image... still have any other tin my frens... give me some comments... hahaZ..

But rest assure, i change image .. but my heart character still the same ... =)

take care...btw to add on, EE so weird.. so long din blog le.. hahaZ.. i will start from today!

xxxxx jaRen –Yong jiA--

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xxxxx ex-manjusri wushu club

xxxxx love his ah ma